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Been long since I posted..

Stressful period right now~~

7Days to Preliminary Examinations;

68Days to Pre-A’s;

95Days to A’s.

The deadline is getting near by the second, closer & closer.

& as time passes, the more I find myself unable to cope.

Yes, its stressful.

But not in the way everyone expects me to be stressed in.

I’m confused, helpless.

I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore.

I can’t see my goal anymore.

I can’t find my motivation anymore.

All I think is “Why? So? Then?”.

& it never ends, no matter what I do, what I think.

I’m starting to lose my way.

A’s are nearing & im totally not prepared.

Prelims is in one week’s time but I’ve yet to revise.

My results are like shit & im not doing anything about it.

Im demoralised & I really want to just…

Just stop & quit.

It’s just so painful to push myself forward again & again without any reason.

It’s meaningless.

I know time passed & Life gone cannot be reversed.

But right now, im not forwarding either.

Presently, im lost.

Where’s the light at the end of every tunnel?

Its near the end of the road now.

& its also the period that i want to give up right now.

HYSTERICAL LAUGHTER.

Hello again! [this next post was sooner than expected]

Had my Physics A’level SPA today/Yesterday.

Ain’t allowed to reveal the contents so yeah.

After that me and mich went to AMK to buy Koi!!! :DDDD

Bought 8Cups-.-

6Large 2Medium. LOL.

Green Milk Tea w Grass jelly & Pearl; Large; 50% Sugar

Milk Tea w Grass jelly; 4Large-(Two 25%)(One 50%)(One 100% w Pearl)

Pearl Milk Tea; 2Medium & 1Large-(50%)

Randomness. Hahas.

Then we had econs tutorial & for me, CSE as well.

Was quite short thou. I did study^^

But, wasn’t efficient I guess?

Evening-Night was HILARIOUS.

I cried laughing. Seriously.

Anyways, shall sleep soon. SOON.

Still charging my phone thou..

I just want some time to view the world.
To view the world i actually live in;
To take a glance at everything around me;
rather than rushing through and missing it all.

10MAY-FIRST POST OF 2011

Been Ages since I posted.

Like 5months and 5days? Hahas(:

Anyways, mini update about me currently.

Pure Randomness.

Having my MYEs in 3days time.

Tomo’s my Physics SPA thou^^. Quite okay with this bah.

But MYE is a bit tough? L

A lot of topics tested, I can’t put everything into my head.

Worse of all, I’m not studying.

When I say I never study, I REALLY NEVER study.

And it sucks to know that myself and not do anything?

I’m losing my focus now. Like, I don’t know why I’m studying so hard for.

Why?

Anyway, read through my trip to Taiwan [previous post] just.

I miss the whole experience! L

It was fabulous and I loved it(:

Something I will never forget J

Gonna sleep soon I guess?

2:39AM liao. Hahas.