w/o specs

okays. feeling weird now;
cuzz ii not wearing specs & posting><
cant even see the words on the screen larhhs><
duno if will type wrong nort.

aniwaes;
believed ii said b4 that ii may not post as frequently;
yet ii seem to post MORE frequently><

had ERT with wl ytd;
"our" table;
my "fengshui di" gone le!
ppl push to another side><
thenns sat on another table; couldnt concentrate.
believe ishh cuzz ii nv sit at "my" location><
studied from 530 to 8?
FILES again;
gossiped; home-d at around 830.
&&
THANKKS❤ for pei-ing mii w8 for buss :D

today had ERT with jas onli bahhs.
btwn 445 to 600 ishh wibb jas wl & xy.
after 6 ishh mii & jas.
cuzz wl studied from 330 to 6;
directly after chem CRT.
[oyarhhs; missed chem CRT today><]
thenns xy joined us after her CRTs.

[okays; ii put on specs le. hahas]

mugg with jas at my "fengshui di";
after we move the table there><
hahas :D
&& seriously; ii DID study.
so its either ytd was "Monday Blues" or ishh my "FengShui Di" xD
did amaths & taught emaths;
forget to make notes for geo><
nvm. tomo wake up make :D
thenns mugged till 8; home-d.

Bitches & Bastards;
cant afford then dun play.
dun wan settle;
then dun ask us come out larhhs.
waste my time.
[no offense to those nt involved]

&& Jasm'
lazy larhhs :|
ii oso nort involved;
ishh their prob;
uue oso jus be guai && mugg :X

梦。

我好累哦。
又梦到你了；
可是；
梦里的你永远不会是现实的你。。。
好累了。
真的好累了。
不要装着不懂，
不要让我迷惑。
你的想法，
我完全看不懂，
看不透。
既然事实如此，
你过你的，
我过我的，
井水不犯河水，
一切安然。
滴水的头发，
就象我的心情，
湿湿的，冷冷的，
没有感觉，却在滴水。
多希望梦里的你与现实的你都不存在，
因为这样，我就可以睡一辈子。。。

Flies!

Oyarhhs;
ytd went for ERT with wl.
jas cele her grandma b'dae; cmi.
studied from 530 to 8;
supposed to be 9 thou.
why?
cuzz gort a hell ton of FLIES!!
Arghh!
we sat outside lt; our usual location.
was perfectly norm;
nth much.
thenns around 8;
FLIES invaded our workplace.
damn irritating larhhs.
thats where the funnie part starts><
we decided to go down canteen.
found a location; gort even MORE flies.
God.
thenns we "scissors paper stone" ii won;
go back up to LT><
gort ppl take our spot;
we sit beside de table.
ii cannot tahan sia><
decided to go home around 820><
b4 that;
wl keep staring at the guy beside us.
cuzz he lyk no feeling larhhs!
he lyk totally norm;
lyk he cannot feel the flies.
lyk its mii & wl de mental state gort prob=.=
thenns after that;
wl cant take it le><
b4 we go; wl ask the guy:
"ehhs; uue noe here gort a lot of flies nort?"
guy: "ya"
wl: "then uue dun feel irritated mehhs?"
guy: "okay larhhs. rainy day marhhs"
[dialogue in chi]
then we laughed our head off.
l0ls!
he's lyk "rainy day marhhs";
so calm larhhs!
aniwaes;
hate the busstop;
oso gort a lot of flies=.=

belated b'dae celebration

went WWW today;
mine belated birthday celebration :D
nort gonna be v.detailed thou.
lazy larhhs. v.sleepy *yawns*

woke at 830;
met belle at 930plus 10?
thenns went www first.
had breakfast b4 that thou.
thenns played till 1plus;
met up with mel & erika;
my intuition damn accurate larhhs><
cuzz we wait for them at entrance;
ii tell belle ii have a feeling their in le.
thenns turn around; see them inside le.
hahas>< [same with the float colours]

hilarious;
ii was screaming my voice off.
my voice now totally hoarse larhhs.
GOD.
first at Ulah-lah; promised belle ii wouldnt scream;
onli screamed when ii went down.
with mel & erika & belle;
ii scream lyk hell.
Why?
cuzz w belle ii OPENED my eyes.
w them ii was sprayed with water; CLOSED my eyes.
tat's y ii screamed.
they even took a video of mii screaming my head off!!!!!!!!!
&& they were laughing lyk hell=.=
...
embarrassing thou. gort other ppl><
aniwaes;
gort out of water around 4;
cuzz sun burn[belle].
ate takoyaki; double cheese :D
its nacho cheese❤❤❤
burnt my tongue thou><
home-d around 5plus?
reached around 6plus?
slept till now; decided to use com :P

20th.

l0ls.
wanted the previous post be ytd de cuzz ytd ii no time post.
:DD

today;
boring?
disappointed in my amaths.
FREAKING F DISAPPOINTED.
thenns egeo; passed; believe can do better ;D
so; out of 7subs;
ii failed 2.
2/7 failed.
GOD.
cant believe ii failed my HUMANITIES by 2. amaths; 算了!
cant even get into JC.
ass.

gonna have biology SPA on tue; skill3.
god; hoppe ii pass sia.

aniwaes;
nv go night revision today lerhhs.
wl study afternoon; jas nt free; rest all lazy><
so ii TRY be guaiguai; today study from 7-9 bahhs.
JIAYOUS SHANSHAN!
がんばって!

19August2009

okays. people; pls treat this post as if it was ytd's><

19·August·2009

met up with my pengyou in the morning;
school-d in the afternoon;
was almost late=.=
went to "collect" my prezzie from jiahui't;
LOVE IT!
thenns rush-d up to fourth floor to class.
OMG.
ii didnt even noe that flag-raising was over><
hahas.
thenns gort tons of happy birthdays; gort moomoo too!!
hahas><
thenns lessons as per usual;
my mood was TOTALLY DESTROYED during MT.
results out;
ii dropped.
A2 to B3.
f. means ii needa retake. f.
upset larhhs! arghh! burt cant do anything abt it=.=
had chem; mood was brought back upp :D
thenns ishh maths ii think. nth much.

lunch-d with mel & erkia at mos burger;
belle join-d in later.
walkwalk talktalk
home-d.

met up & crapped;
bathe thenns rest thenns eat dinner.
thenns back to school.
OMG.
my birthday & ii still went back to school=.=
went for night revision;
stupid uncle?
cuzz onli gort abt 6 of us outside LT. [cuzz ppl see nv open go down]
uncle say so little people he dun wan open LT;
waste electricity later kana scold.
wth?
mr.chan oso okays with it then why cant?
whateva.

&&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE :DD

Eng Olevel Oral

went to school today;
boring?

amaths-gort back paper; onli check marks.
[was told probably gort E8 overall; amaths. F.]

Biology-went through paper; was informed of marks;
amazingly ii passed O.O
did some go through-ing of SPA skill3

thenns did some stupid survey;

Recess-Crapped.

English-did some "revision" for oral.
nth much.

CDP-mdm lee allowed us to practise our oral; through request by mr.lee

E.Geo-same.

after that ishh lunch & Oral.



Waited for around 1hour&30mins for my turn;
tot it was easy though.
nort exactly easy peasy;
burt easy enuff for mii to believe that ii can actually score 30 & above.

home-d & posting.
sleepy burt need to do hmk. siians.

still need to find the CDP project in the beginning of the yr.
tot hand in le;
burt according to cher; ii didnt O.O
duno.
need re-do.
God.

WWW!

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION II :D

okiies.
posted on ytd lerhhs;
time to post

TODAY.
woke up around 11.
l0ls><
tired okays.
had a bad case of sore throat;
lyk gonna die=.=
thenns WANTED to lunch at UnitedSquare the Vienna restaurant;[for my b'dae]
burt no space lerhhs.
cuzz they open at 11;
we reached at 12.
thenns attempted to wait for seatings;
walkwalk-d && saw SAN BOOKSTORE.
of course;
took the opportunity && pulled my mum there><
finally bought "P.S. I Love You".
YAYS :D
ate ice-cream too :D
thenns around1plus;
decided to eat at Jack's Place lerhhs.
jus as we went in & have our seats;
Vienna called say gort space le.
burt is sofa seat; 4seater; ask us squeeze since we5;
gort space then ask us move.
Dots=.=
NAHHS.
lunch-d at JP;
ordered a dozen of osyters;
NZ T-Bone steak w brown sauce; NZ Ribeye Steak w brown sauce; NZ steak w sambal sauce; Boneless chicken w apple sauce.
NZ!!! NewZealand!! ❤❤❤
[ii miss Chelsea & Brenda!!]
had soup too.
T-Bone steak was mine^^
cuzz ii wan try marhhs.
tasty; burt a little tough to chopp.
forget take piics though=.=
thenns had dessert; mango pudding.
yummy to them;
NAHHS to mii.
hahas.
had coffee too :D
left around 230;
home-d around 3++ :DD

muchh loves❤

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION :D

okays.
this is gonna be a LONG post.

YESTERDAY.
Celebrated my birthday by havin steamboat :D
thankks TRUCK loads to:
Minghui Xiangyi Jaslyn Qunliang Leon Randy + Xiangyi's Mum & Dad
loveya guys!! :D
for those who cant make it;
nvm de larhhs :DD

aniwaes;
ate TONS.
bloated larhhs.
laughed lyk hell too><
stupid QL & leon though. l0ls
after eat;
wanted to watch "Zhong Yi Da Ge Da";
burt wait damn long larhhs=.=
show start at 3;
the ad from 230 say start le=.="

thenns meanwhile;
watched the guys play taidi-??-
duno how to play; burt funnie though.
hahas.
after that mii Xiangyi & the 3guys played "二十一 点"
[duno eng called what>< -blackjack?-]
was stupid & funnie.
hahas><

thenns;
comes the best part of the day; ii guess^^
cuzz played monopoly;
freaking hilarious xD
QL & Leon richest;
QL most property;
Randy Leon QL eyein on my property.
hahas.
cuzz my property consist of what they need marhhs.
the last piece.
MUAHAHAHAS. l0ls.

[the bestbest part!]
CAKE! SURPRISE! YIPEES!
hahas.
cuzz ii was engrossed in the game larhhs.
then Xiangyi bring out cake.
OMG.
thankyou people :D
thankks to:
Xiangyi Minghui Jaslyn Weiling Samantha Yujun Weesoon
*huggies*
&& QL leon Randy was lyk "whoa; uue haven cry arhhs?"
&& iim lyk "ii nort so easy cry de"
then Xiangyi "Chelsea?"
ii "ehhs; last time see her le lehhs. of course cry larhhs."
l0ls.
cake was delicious;
piics at Xiangyi there.
thenns recieved my present from Minghui:
a protrait of myself :DDD
<3333333 thankks!!!!!!!!!!!!
thenns Xiangyi gave us cards;
&& a handmade item.
mine was a PIGG!!!!!
YAYS!!! TYS :PPP

thenns left her house to head for Kallang theatre-Singapore Indoor Stadium.
gort the talk.
BORING~
sat there for 4hours?
waste my time ii guess.
burt ii had fun crapping :D
&& MH was with her futureBF.
hahas.
left around 10pm+;
waited for shuttle bus till 11pm+?=.=
thenns XY's Dad came & fetch mii Jaslyn MH & her futureBF to Kallang MRT.
was damn hilarious too><
secret though. hahas.
thenns ii home-d with Jas;
MH with her futureBF.

wanted to cab;
burt Jas Dad came to pick us upp.
YAYS! save-d money :D
reached home around 11+ 12am;
DEAD BEAT.
burt ii enjoyed my day out tremendously :DD

loveya guys :D

My b'dae plans

had school in the morning-cum-afternoon;
last paper!
Biology P1 over lerhhs :DD
YESHH!

okays.
fri still need go back school=.=
cuzz gort english o oral briefing at 9am;
either 1045/1115 will have oral;
E1 special;
cuzz we first day=.=
siians! monday oral le.
がんばって!

oyarhhs;
today gort GOOD news & BAD news.
bad first><

Chi olevel results is out nxt wed.
MY BIRTHDAY DAY.
Oh. My. God.
later impact larhhs!!
T.T

Good news;
Birthday planning out le.
THIS sat go www;
possibly.
thenns dinner at xiangyi's house.
class ppl onli larhhs :D
NEXT sat;
www with mel erika belle.
OMG.
broke.
[this is bad news too. burt more of good onli. hahas]
l0ls;
all lazy go www cuzz to ex.
thenns dinner mostly all okays=.=

first time though.
cele with sec.class><
cuzz usually;
by routine;
ii ishh cele with my own budds.
&& always kana prank=.=
EVIL.
hopp my class won lyk that though^^

&& ii still love the present mel erika belle gave mii :DD

post pics muchmuch later or nv.
ahahs.

jiahui't b'dae

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUI'T

MUCH LOVES :D

你越来越老了. hahas><
hopp uue pass ure prelims & o with ure desired grades :D
<333

iim rotting

okays. iim pure lazy;
seriously dun feel lyk postin><
burt;
nth to do marhhs.

Oyarhhs;
HAPPY 44th BELATED BIRTHDAY S'PORE

aniwaes;
studied the past few days :D
YTD:
went to belle house to study;
waited for mel & erika for the food "delivery" :D
thenns studied--nt really. duno why all no mood=.=
copied formulas for phy & chem.
rot there.
++PLUS++
they gave mii my BIRTHDAY PRESENT lerhhs :DD
FIRST in budds.
hahas.
its Angel.
[Lilo & Stitch; Stitch the Girlfriend]
Brown de!! ii totally went crazy><
indirectly told them ii wanted that=.=
cuzz last time at arcade saw it;
told them ii loved it burt couldnt catch it.
didnt noe they actually rmb-d it O.O

aniwaes;
after that persuaded mel erika to go compass with mii;
belle go check price for braces-$3800.
ex.
bought present for budd♥ Jiahui't birthday;
tomo!! :DDD
lovesss <33333333333333333

okays.
TODAY:
had C.sci MCQ paper in morning; 8-9am.
BORED.
ii even had time to do the paper twice;
[mayb faster since ii knew the ans]
& still left abt 15-20mins?
rott larhhs.
then ii go count the shaded ans;
go doddle;
cuzz ii scared ii sleep then nv wake up at 9=.=
ii was ROTTING! & sleepy too.

home-d;
slept & woke;
ate & day-dreamed;
phone-d & posting.

omg.
gonna rot tomo & fri too.
dead.

bloggthings~

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Albert Einstein

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Albert Einstein

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M.I.A

makes no diff since ii dun post much;
burt;

seriously nort gonna post as "frequently" as now le.
once a month?
exams are here;
they're nort leaving-lets face it.

had ENGLISH prelim P1 & P2 on last fri.
was avg. ii guess.
can pass with.. mayb a C5 and aboove?
thenns ytd was E·MATHS P1.
nort exactly easy peasy;
burt okok larhhs.
not as hard as expected.
didnt die :D
today.
survived the "fight" with E·MATHS P2;
on the edge larhhs.
didnt manage to complete abt5 qns[parts];
1qns[part] was unable to do--nort enuff time.
its my FIRST time not having enuff time to COMPLETE the paper.
Oh.My.God.
whys?
cuzz ii was practically sleepin in the beginning of the paper.
abt15mins.
Day-dreaming; brain shuttdown cuzz tired=.=

whateva.
tomo;
iim hoping & praying that ii dun die;

my A·MATHS P1.

sick.tired.dying

nothingness

Okays.
elaborate:

17.07.09;Friday.
Watch-d harry potter;
was kinda disappointing :l
ii was expecting a little more magic;
burt its 7/8 of romance.
l0ls.
burt cant say nort nice though^^
its still fab :DD

20.07.09; Monday.
okays.
sick.
doc. waited for 1 & 1/2 hours b4 getting to visit the doc.
waited for around 20mins to get medi + payment.
l0ng~~
oyarhhs:
took some piics of my medi;
will post very much later><
6types.
2SYRUP. OMG.
4pills. FAV.
1 of it is supposed to be eaten as sweet lyk that;
ii swallowed it><
ii hate the taste of medi.
&& yes;
ii drink water then place medi into mouth-so wont taste the medi.
[ii noe it's weird burt..]

okays.
today.
gort back amaths M·E.
&& emaths too.
burt last week give le.
emaths M·E overall percentage : 61.11111~
a B4. siians.
amaths M·E overall percentage : 32.22222~
a E8. f. ii DID study;
ii DID try my best;
&& ii gort E8.
ii was expectin at MOST D7.
now;
E8.
ii dun get it.
ii can do sooo well in practices;
yet nv fail to lose 10-20m of carelessness in exams.
damn!

sick of it.

我的快乐

我的快乐
作詞：陳韋伶/瑞業 作曲：陳韋伶

徘了徊了走了 錯了哭了痛了
累了倦了困了 煩的亂的冷的 都是真的
瘋的想的念的 不安的焦慮的
複雜的夢過的 擁有的失去的 怎麼忘呢
你坐過的沙發寬了 你愛的音樂停了 我等著你等成了 擺設

我的你的他的 好的壞的難的
灰的藍的黃的 酸的甜的苦的 都還記得
非常想要忘的 絕對不能忘的
我想要還你了 真的不想要了 只得放了
環島的火車載著我第幾天了 忽然發現這一刻我不想你了

我的快樂 會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻 不准問值不值得
我的快樂 會回來的
離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂 會回來的
只要清楚曾愛的那麼深刻 不准問值不值得
我的快樂 會回來的
離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂 會回來的
只要清楚曾愛的那麼深刻 不准問值不值得
我的快樂 會回來的
離開不是你給了我的選擇

瘋的想的念的 不安的焦慮的
浮躁的夢過的 擁有的失去的 怎麼忘呢
非常想遺忘的 絕對不能忘的
我想要還你的 真的不想要了 只得放了
放了... 忘了...

Breaking Dawn

reading breaking dawn now..
literally.
cant really read much:
1·Bio homework. TONS.
2·Amaths mock P1. TOMO.
3·Bio test. FRIDAY?

okays.
died directly after mrs·tang said "Okays, Time's Up."
amaths P2;
left tons blank.
died.
now left P1;
which iim SURE its gonna suffer the same fate.

gonna watch Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince with MH^^
this fri though.
worried duno will have space nort.
cuzz didnt book:
1·ii duno how.
2·We're lazy.

aniwaes;
stop here lerhhs.
[mayb some blabbering]
do my bio~

Oyarhhs;
ps arhhs (mel)~ wasnt able to go out the past 2days><

you'll never know how deep that scar is.
slashed not onli once; burt twice.
burt iim glad to say; its slightly different.
the first one didnt hurt that much.
at least -ii had company; all was resolved.
the next blow-it wasnt resolved;
it was a slash into old wounds &
they left mii with myself.
& ONLY myself.
my true friends?
ii'd rather nort speak of them.

twilight

okays.
ate my cereal;
watched twilight;
seriously;
disappointment sia><
ii keep thinkin of what the book depicted;
its lyk sooo different;
sooo NORT riite.
it's just;
weird.
& disappointing.
l0ls.

Compass

now loading Twilight;
ii watched it b4 reading the book.
was.. superb?[nort to this extemd though><]
burt aft reading the book;
thinkin back abt the movie;
the movie seems sooo..
too imperfect.
the book elaborates tons;
muchmuch MORE interesting.
& ii mean it.

burt;
ii still lyk Movie Twilight though^^


okays; gonna crapp abt today-dumb? hilarious?

met mel; erika & anna at Compass KFC.
my idea though.[the KFC part]
&& ii noe that anna doesnt eat KFC too.
l0ls><

studied at BK. Again.
crowded; we stood up waiting for a mum & her kids to finish eating.
it was as though we in hawker centre lyk that larhhs=.=
aniwaes;
studied my chem;
mr·soong finally blew his top.
[nort really though.]
then revised a bit of differentiation.
anna was lyk wth sia. "kill mii to do that".
l0ls.

aft that went library.
wanted to find little white lie + breaking dawn.
couldnt; we used erika's laptop to watch Happy Tree Friends.
was hilarious. & Gross.
thenns went popular;
Bought notepad(?) & some stickies.
Q was long; home-d shortly after.
actually;
nort shortly larhhs.
waited damn long;
came a dumb bus;
it was lyk the bus on HEATER.
NORT aircon sia.
STUFFY!
it was SBS 8468 . ?
[the dot cuzz ii forget le]
l0ls.

had my dinner too:
-2Herbal egg[nort sure correct nort]
& Most imptly;
-AIR
l0ls.><
mayb eating cereal too^^ :DD

God.

okays; lets talk abt sat; 04.07.09
was kinda hilarious.
studied with anna; erika; mel at bk-compass.
my idea to study there though.
did my bio;
went to buy capsule with mel & erika.
ii gort miss·chatterbox + mr·happy.
[ii want mr·bump! ani kind souls..?]
home-d around 6+.
dinner at hawker centre.
leon was sitting right behind mii larhhs..
ii didnt notice=.=
then toktok on phone through sms;
though;
it was abt mii being "paqiao"?
thens went ntuc;
lucky never see him there;
burt saw mr·yon + mrs·yon^^

sun; 05.07.09
boring day.

today; 06.07.09
studied again.
same location;
with mel & erika.
did chem.
[nort really]
thenns ate dinner;
5fishballs^^
then bought another capsule.
this time ii gort miss·sunshine + mr·small.
YAYS!
ii wanted miss·sunshine && mr·small.
cuzz miss·sunshine & mr·happy couple marhhs^^
thenns mr·small seems cute :D
then now still want mr·bump & ms·shy <333

edited.
WHY BOTHER ASKING?
WHY BOTHER TALKING TO MII IF UUE NEVER BELIEVE?
WHY BOTHER MY EXISTANCE?
WHY PRETEND TO CARE?
WHY PRETEND TO BELIEVE MY OPINIONS?
WHY BOTHER AT ALL?
iim SICK & TIRED of uue always "LYING" to mii;
always trying to "BELIEVE" my opinions;
then INSIST on ures; INSIST iim LYING.

chi oral olevels!

God.
how pathetic larhhs.
onli posted 1 post in the WHOLE of june =.="

aniwaes;
summarizin everything as short as possible;
(elaborate a little on fun parts^^-basically all-)

Stayed overnight at Anna + Erika's chruch on Friday:26.06.09.
was fun;
watched(in sequence):
1· Twilight ❤❤❤
2· Mall Cop ❤❤❤
3· Invasion [it was dumb=.=]
4· Evan Almightly ❤?
5· X-men 3

didnt sleep a wink. left around 6.30+
gate was locked. climbed over fence=.=
ii fell. l0ls. INJURY!!
[my right knee]

thenn few days passed;
sumhow become good gal[admittin ii wasnt one b4]
DID pay attention in class;
blank-d out a few times burt onli happens in E.geo.
(sorry cher!)
thenns home-d && ii actually studied!!
(somehow ii seem to make it sound so.. Miraculous?)
burt all these days slept at 1am+ =.=
cuzz do hmk; regardless hand in tomo or later.
bleahx.

thenns ytd: 02.07.09;
my chinese 'o'level oral.
passage was okays ii believe;
few words wrong burt read it "smoothly" (ii guess?)
then conversation was a dead no-no.
its lyk my brain shutt-down or whats larhhs.
the cher ask majority of the ppl3 qns;
ask mii 4. (=.=!)
aniwaes;
all over lerhhs, so yeah;
tomo gonna study with belle..
again.
by that ii mean ii studied 5days in this week;
gonna study another 2more days;
iim practically havin no rest??

pluss;
iim damn sleepy now><
burt nort gonna sleep bahhs;
ii guess^^

dont act as if you know;
cause you dont;
& the pain ii've suffered;
its twice what you think;
considering you thought of the worst.
-----------------------------------
history HAS repeated itself;
ii've taken twice the blow;
if the third one comes along;
ii dont know how ii'b able to survive..
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Optimism; ii've BEEN one.
tell mii if you are able to keep that up;
after all that you've been through;
in my shoes.
experience; dun act as if you will.
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not knowing my past;
dont try to relate to my present;
dont attempt to predict my future