it's decided

today;
boring bahhs.
nth much;

Emaths-did amaths[went through hmk]
Chi + Phy + 1st Bio-Chi mock P2
rest of Bio-Went through experiment; "quizzes"
Recess-Ate crapped
SS-Did practice on similarities & diff.
Chem-Went through last year "N" level paper
EL-Went through mock
Amaths-Went through test

typical mon though.
jus that the NEW ZEALANDERS came to school today^^
yippees!

okays.
crapped all the way with jas till my bus came.
ps; bullie 你陪我。 ><

home-d && slacked
blogged now;

it's decided.
it has always been.
iim jus doin it now.
its been delayed long enuff.
ii jus have to learn to

MC 3days

hmmm;
iim bored larhhs..
so siians=.=
cuzz ytd ii was sick-
HIGH fever; BAD cough & flu; VOMITING; DIARRHOEA.
results in-
NO appetite; WEAKISH; COLD.

l0ls.
&& on mon ii was already nort feeling well larhhs..
said ii was weak lerhhs..
now CANT even STAND for more than 5MINS.
whole body lyk gonna collapse le..
now type oso lyk gonna die of exhaustion.
wth?

aniwaes;
MC 3days.
fri then return school~
doc wanted it to be till vesak day.
my reaction: "woah! so long arhhsT.T"
doc's reaction: "okok. Friday then uue return school"
[speech to be in Chinese]
hahas^^

&& ii have 5 medi to take=.=
4 pkt of pills; 1 bottle of cough syrup.
wanted all to be pills though.
disgust medi syrup.
burt doc said my throat too dry so mus take syrup T.T
&& the pills are humongous.
cuzz ii take all at once marhhs><
[ii prefer to end my misery the least torturous way]
okiies;
long time no put up piics lerhhs;
soooo; here's my medi && some crappy pics.
[at abt a millennium ago though] TADA! my elements!~~
we won GOLD okays. ><
Its a real moth-butterfly[whateva uue call it].
its humongous larhhs. ii was freaked out=.=
Doesnt this remind uue of leroy's "story" ?
Yummie! [its a piic ages ago.]
Ok. this is Joshua.
the real-life one? saw him at kovan^^
&& the rest of the piics are mii.
this was when ii was tryin to control my laughter><
ii look scary though>< && this was when ii am more norm.
[act innocent larhhs]
ii was jus pure dumb bored~ [><]

QL b'dae

okays.
jus ended celebration of mothers' day.
though;
its nxt sun.
&& it clashes with my bro's brithday!
broke le=.=

oyarhhs:

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY SOON QUNLIANG
old le larhhs:P
mus study hard for o levels horhhr~

l0ls><
iim damndamn bored now.
damn siians!
though took sum piics;
its in cam & iim lazy to upload in blogger.
damn slow larhhs.
lyk few millennium pass le still nort okay=.="
[thats exaggerating]

aniwaes;
time for mii to STUDY le bahhs.
be goodgood galgal.
BLEAHX.

[logging~~~ obbb]
{if uue get my language~}

SYF- Silver!

okays.
though ages;
our dance SYF gort SILVER!
amazed larhhs.
we dance so badly still can get silver.
if we dance goodgood nort get gold with honours?
hahas. bleahx.

had CL oral today.
was fine.
cher is ms·tay.
was stuttering on the passage;
said 'like' in conversation=.=
confirm pass-though;
hop to get 30 burt seems to be -ve.

missed my ss mock & test AGAIN.
kinda siians le.
gonna take tomo bahhs.
fail once & for all.
then e.geo mock oso tomo.
burt morning.
DID listen in class;
lets hopp ii will pass^^

MH; remind mii to bring the book again pls^^
ii WILL forget de.
l0ls.

okiies;
god; ii hopp uue make my wish come true-
the one which concerns mii && onli mii.
thankk you.


logg off lerhhs.
buaixbuaix peeps;

❤--H·HÜISHAN [:

missin school~

its amazing to say this burt:
IIM SORTTA MISSIN SCHOOL~~

'absent' from lessons so long that ii actually miss them.
WOW.
okays.
my Brownies that ii ordered are STILL in school.
since mon.
OMG. hahas.
cuzz of SYF forget to take;
today nv go school.

oyarhhs.
today had massive headache outta the blue.
[blacked-out literally; shuddup abt this to my mum.]
missed school again;

april is as though iim nort attend school for school.
iim attend school for CCAs; Projects.
lessons?
iim missin learning O.o

missed speech day rehearsal again.
onli gort 3 practices.
missed 2.
lols.
thenns massive no. of dancers nv go oso.
at 3.30--13 out of 15 dancers NEVER go.
at around 4--12 out of 15 dancers NEVER go.
l0ls.
cher damn angry larhhs.
burt how can uue expect mii to attend in my state?
bleahx.

tired~

blacking-out frequently.
& today was cuzz of?
didnt tire myself ytd.
&& mon;
ii WAS a little dizzy.
jus didnt say-
didnt wanna cause commotion.
how am ii gonna deal with tomo?
morning: dance for speech day
mid-day: lessons for 3h++
afternoon: speech day rehearsal. full dress.
night: study[ground rules]
means: no sleep; little rest.
used up all my 'faintin' medi today le.
jus.
dun wanna see doc lerhhs.
waste $$.
jus hopp if ii do die cuzz of my 'fainting-s';
let mii die WHEN ii faint.

seriously;
ii hopp night classes start soon^^
[nort really classes larhhs]
cuzz iive notice:
ii onli study my best IN & AT school.

SYF-sucky.

OMG.
today Chinese Dance SYF.
DIE ALREADY.
we damn messy larhhs.
++ the front 2 grps; nyss & ncss is damndamn perfect larhhs.
damn good lorhhs.
then our group oso miss steps.
fall; unable to catch up to music.
wth?
iim utterly disappointed;
seriously.
practice that time oso betta than SYF itself..

forget it.

okays.
had b'dae cele for MEIXIU.
hahas.
gort cake oso.
ii even BURNT my nail because ii lit the candles.
dots! T.T
hahas xD

&& also;

APOLOGIES to MS·LEE MDM·LEE MDM·XIE MS·TANG LIN·LAOSHI ZHONG·LAOSHI WENXIANG·GORGOR MS·JENNY[duno correct not] & SENIORS.
sorry we didnt do up to expectations;

&& sorry to MS·LEE MDM·LEE MDM·XIE MS·TANG;
for being disrespectful to uue after our dance.

really very sorry.

HONTONE GOMENASAI!

fainted 2x.

okays.
ages since post.
first note:
iim 'fragile'.
noted that when ii fainted 2x[both on a wedO.O];
1 was still jus a disaster;
was piggybacked down && home-d.
2 was a catastrophe.
was brought down by a STRETCHER.
OMG. 夸张 sia T.T

okays.
mayb cuzz of SYF ++ stress?
no idea.
mum wanted mii in hosp.
as if ii would comply.

now;
TODAY.
dance rehearsal at UCC was a catastrophe.
all anyhow dance siia=.=
ii dance until gonna die-.-
didnt put in all da best;
burt ii did put in all my efforts.

kays.
so tomo dance again'
burt at toa payoh.
1430-1800. believe may be longer.

oyarhhs;
though late:

to:

YUEWAN SILING PUAYLING KIAZHI LEON YONGQIAN
thankks truck loads for helping/piggyback-ing mii down the 1st time :DD

to:

HWEE WEN KUMAR QUNLIANG LEON AEROY NATASHA JINGSHAN MS·CHEN MDM·LEE
thankks a million for carrying mii down for the 2nd time. <3333333333333333

overall:

DOMO ARIGATO-GOZAIMASU.

JAMïN£--♥

DOTS:
Jamine; say le write? >:(

l0ls.
okies.
had bio elements jus now;
freaky!
3judges; all male=.=
thenns presentation was fine :D
smiles were seen on their faces.
then comes the Q&A part.
lyk hell larhhs!

Some Qns
1st: How do you measure the amount of white precipitate & cloudy white emulsion?
2nd: Do you have a Control tank?
3rd: Why did you choose this two pollutants.

KILLER QNS:
Why did you use LIVE fishes?
Why cannot jus use plants can le?
Why mus kill them?
[when we say 'live experiment'; found in ponds+reservoirs due to surface run-off;]
In order to create that amount of concentration of calcium oxide;
some1 has to pour bags++ of calcium oxide into it whats.
not possible.
[*laughs*[all]]

then end.
all stun by the killer qns sia.
then the 1st Qns oso.
how to measure;
we say beam balance.
bleahx><
then cloudy white emulsion observe-black paper placed behind.
burt this-PASSED!
jus the dumbdumb killer qns onli.
hopp at LEAST is BRONZE larhhs.

08.04.09-fainted.

hmmm;
tuition tis morning;
blahblahblahx.

*wonders*
whether mon gonna go school not.
doc say best if can rest more;
burt gort bio elements whatts.
nid present; all mus be there.

aniwaes;

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO UUE
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO UUE
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO AEROY
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO UUE
老了啦。
mus study hard;
get goodgood 'O' level results :DD

okays.
hopp all is done with the elements^^
JIAYOUS ELEMENTS GROUPP!
GAMPATAE NE! :D

hopp we win gold :D
actually no C.O.P/C.O.C can le><

hmmm;
wed gonna habb 2ss papers:
ss mock && ss test.
missed emaths test last week><
[no idea when replace]
++ gonna miss e.geo mock tomo;
++ gonna miss amaths test this thur;
all b'cuz of elements^^
burt that means more time to study bahhs :D

JIAYOUS! H·HÜISHAN [:

远在身边

周定纬·【远在身边】

不是每只船 都不怕流浪的孤单
可是它们仍扬起帆
因为心中 有个彼岸
也许有些路 注定要一个人走完
所以背包总是塞满 你所有温暖 很暖

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂

原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里 我就心安

不是每片叶 都不怕坠落的遗憾
可是它们仍然飞翔
因为身後 树的期盼
也许有些梦 做起来才知道很难
可是一想到为了你 眼睛就不会 流汗

十句让你想很久的话

十句让你想很久的话

第一句

如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人　
才是真正爱你的人

第三句
付出真心　才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离　就能保护自己　
却也注定永远寂寞

第四句
有时候　不是对方不在乎你　
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

第六句
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

第七句
真正的好朋友　
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起　就算不说话　
也不会感到尴尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半　
只有五十分的两个人

第九句
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
为你的难过而难过的　
就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠 有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

credits:
http://qzone.qq.com/blog/17084338-1222513005

stressed OUT!

siians!
iim offically stressed OUT!
seriously;
this is the BUSIEST month of my secondary school life!
April suxx [month].
take a look at my "Dates♥" && uue'll noe.

its as though ii everyday gort somthing on lyk that=.=
freakin siians larhhs!
stressed stressed stressed.

at least can vent during kbox.
hahs :D

it hurts;
though avoid;

dead beat

jus came into my mind:
"Pay first, play later.
Play first, pay later."

dance after school;
iim aching.
saw bloog on my toeO.o
hurts burt whateva.
sat gort testttssss.
siians.
gonna go swimming too.
burt mayb iim nort.
so bleahx.

nort really in da best of moods;
depression.
[nahhs.]

hoppe ii dun die;
burt am dead.

31.03.09-bowling & kbox

woops;
ytd spent tons & tons of $$ sia.
musmusMUST save le.
gonna go hungry these daysT.T
aniwaes;
third day of the week & ii withdrew money from bank,
&& allowance lyk gone le.
correction.
IS gone le.

aniwaes;
30.03.09; Monday
Dad's Birthday,
gave him a Belt & Wallet with mom & bro.
school-ed as usual;
dead weird.
no energy to study;
burt sumhow FORCED myself.
Dance--went bonkers.
gort moves wrong;
no energy oso;
makin a fool outt myself=.=
burt entertainment for my juniors & 'partners' though.
hahas.
home-d & rott.

31.03.09; Tuesday
school-ed as per norm;
didnt sleep well as well.
felt lyk iim dying larhhs.
ESPECIALLY in english.
duno why siia=.=
thenns;
went bowling with the evilSSS;
mel, erika & bitch-anna :D
hahas.
II WON ANNABELLE!!
l0ls.
cuzz gort a strike outta the blue.
due to the 'high-jump-ball';
ii broke my nail[a little].
whateva.
thenns went for kbox!
gort membership;
can keep going le!!
[jus an expression. pls dun take it for real. tys]
FUNFUNFUN!
all 4 sing lyk never b4!
[iim mental; uue dun have to tell mii.]
home-d at 7+;
reached at 8+;
ate a little;
did 3 'projects'.
Bio elements; English & POSB.
slept at forget what time le.

01.04.09; Wednesday
[iim smarter le okays;
won dumbdumb let ure smash cake le><]
SUAY!
had diarrhoea in the morning.
cuzz of ytd niite de food.
SUAY.
thenns still went dance.
almost died burt sadly;
didnt.
knee injured.
face lyk apple le then went to class.
studied;
CDP-play com game[senior builder?]
CL-corrections && the 2pid 'comma'
BIO-funnie; did corerections & learnt a little.
after that did bio elements pps.
FINISHED LE!
damn happie :DD
home-d && slacked.


hmmmm;
seems as though all these days no hmk lorhhs.
except for ss.
which ii forgot till now.
so die tomo;
bleahx.


oyarhhs!!
my pic WAS up.
dots larhhs.
*wonders if cherie has seen it*

ICHII; NI; SAN...

MIN-NA GAMPATAE-NE!

thankks peeps-motivation camp nitte

ytd, 27.03.09-Friday,
hmmm
a memorable day for mii bahhs.
sorries; gratitude; promises were made.

thankks mel & erika
lendin mii a tissue when ii needed it most ;D

thankks mummie <333
uue have alwaes been my pillar of support ;P

thankks Leroy; Andrea & Huiling.
my trainers for the past three days-
ii've learnt a whole ton^^

thankks to myself.
ii was brave enuff to go up there;
made my speech;
spoke the truth.

thankks for the opportunity;
ii've made my speech;
ii've made my life worthwhile.
mayb it aint worth dyin at 21;
burt depend on circumstances..
burt iim sure ii'll be a winner;
one who controls emotions :D

23march

iim bored.
gonna do hmk-
bio ecology;
bio pps-in general;
bio meiosis & mitosis;
amaths wksht;
amaths text;
English report.

woarhhs!
suddenly see lyk that lyk tons of hmk to do-.-
siians lorhhs!
dun feel lyk existing in this world larhhs:
die le better off^^

bleahx.
went out with mental & EVIL humans :D
fun & kinda dumb.
& it was decided ii caused the dumb part!
how unfair T.T
l0ls xD


jus being random bahhs.

tired of the sunshine-girl ii am;
tired of emo-ing;
tired of tiredness.

bruises><

woarhhs!
ages since posted lerhhs..
cuzz of dance bahhs.
majority is laziness larhhs :D

dance is on mon-wed; fri.
tiring larhhs!
&& ii have bruises all over!
my knee especially!!
1 extra humongous bruise there =.="
cant really kneel down now..
hurts.

aniwaes;
busybusybusy!
SYF's nearing;
our dance standard is declining larhhs..
jus pray get BRONZE can lerhhs.
GOLD? pray hard oso no use lorhhs..
unless all gear upp & train more?
whatever.

lazy to put up pics;
ytd went out with "anaberu"
go see her blog thenns :D

幸福不灭 - 罗志祥

幸福不灭 - 罗志祥

作词：严云农 作曲：阿沁

没原因 就是喜欢你
在初次相遇 有重逢的心情
深呼吸 让心动隐形
完美的爱情 是无声的旋律

听 我听你 不确定的语气
等 我等你 放下你的犹豫
嘿 如果你 轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白 你做的决定

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因 就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋 天空般 的心情
你前进 看着你背影
就足够世界 无条件 的放晴

你 如果已 爱上他的姓名
爱 如果已 没有我的空隙
嘿 只要你 可以永远开心
我会情愿 渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh~ I believe
Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星 总会有发光的原因

Oh~ I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

第二顺位 - 罗志祥

第二顺位 - 罗志祥

作词：严云农 作曲：曹轩宾

一直是我 陪你去躲 回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息 有心碎的声音
他的好 他的坏 他的不安定
他的故事 是我和你 爱情里的乌云

从我爱上 爱他的你 那个瞬间起
一直是雨天 你只爱雨天 我用伞保护你
亲吻着 你苦涩 味道的微笑
闭着眼睛 我明白你 想念他的秘密

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信 是我最爱你


聆听你说 抱歉多过 你说我爱你
你困在雨里 我困在雨里 我的伞 湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你

我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你


我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你

iloveyou[jap]

iim bored.
needa do chinese workbook;
plus internet chi.
siians.
thenns still gort emaths amaths.
wed still need ss presentation.
my homework is piling up!

whatevas.
did internet chi.
doing workbook.
amaths left 1qns.
mayb go school copy.
iim lazy to brainstorm or anything.

actually;
its a miracle iim posting.
bleahx.