i keep falling deeper.
why?
i wanna get out of this black hole.
i should get out of this black hole.
but i cant.
im trying.
but trying doesnt get me anywhere.
cause i want to get out.
my heart doesnt.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
WASTED.
am here cause feel like using the com,
but not fb or anything else.
i dont even feel like posting larhhs.
just here cause have the desire to use com.
hahas.
im like seriously damn wobbly now.
medicine always make me weird-wobbly, weak.
hmmmm.
didnt use to be like that in the past.
maybe cause i become weaker le :l
&&, shocked that i lost weight.
damn shock.
cause i've been eating my meals more regularly le.
then lose weight.
LOL.
aniwaes,
wasted the whole day away by sleeping & visiting the doctor.
revised maths thou..
&& econs.
but haven finish the econs essay.
&& pw still not completed, DUE TO MY STUPIDITY YTD.
argh.
thinking of it makes me PISSED OFF.
whatever.
&& my cse also not done. die :l
hmmmm.
something's wrong with me.
i mean my brain seems to be sleeping.
like i feel nth,
my reaction seems to be damn slow,
my body damn weak,
my normal actions (turning around) can make me go dizzy.
doc gave me 2days MC.
but am gonna return schooltomo today :(
but not fb or anything else.
i dont even feel like posting larhhs.
just here cause have the desire to use com.
hahas.
im like seriously damn wobbly now.
medicine always make me weird-wobbly, weak.
hmmmm.
didnt use to be like that in the past.
maybe cause i become weaker le :l
&&, shocked that i lost weight.
damn shock.
cause i've been eating my meals more regularly le.
then lose weight.
LOL.
aniwaes,
wasted the whole day away by sleeping & visiting the doctor.
revised maths thou..
&& econs.
but haven finish the econs essay.
&& pw still not completed, DUE TO MY STUPIDITY YTD.
argh.
thinking of it makes me PISSED OFF.
whatever.
&& my cse also not done. die :l
hmmmm.
something's wrong with me.
i mean my brain seems to be sleeping.
like i feel nth,
my reaction seems to be damn slow,
my body damn weak,
my normal actions (turning around) can make me go dizzy.
doc gave me 2days MC.
but am gonna return school
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
ARGHHH!
PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW.
DAMN PISSED OFF.
WHY?
i spent damn long doing finish ONE pw section-amalgamation.
THEN i lose it due to my stupidity.
spill water, ink smurgered. NEED TO REDO.
AHHHHHHHHH! T.T
SICK.
and by SICK,
i mean iim sick plus sick of doing pw le.
GAHHHH!
i seriously even wonder if a can make it to school tomo.
[ heavy rain today, went walking for 1.4km with ziyun, yunshan, jiaxian and yeeyew.
hahas! my idea>< see! now ii sick. tsktsktsk... ]
IIM STILL PISSED OFF >:(
DAMN PISSED OFF.
WHY?
i spent damn long doing finish ONE pw section-amalgamation.
THEN i lose it due to my stupidity.
spill water, ink smurgered. NEED TO REDO.
AHHHHHHHHH! T.T
SICK.
and by SICK,
i mean iim sick plus sick of doing pw le.
GAHHHH!
i seriously even wonder if a can make it to school tomo.
[ heavy rain today, went walking for 1.4km with ziyun, yunshan, jiaxian and yeeyew.
hahas! my idea>< see! now ii sick. tsktsktsk... ]
IIM STILL PISSED OFF >:(
Sunday, March 28, 2010
RUSHHHH!
Okays.
keith just taught me physics, gonna do it after post :D
am eating my luch too.
LOL.
at 440pm. HAHAS.
aniwaes,
tons of hmk to do.
like 4ESSAYS, math, GP.
4essays lehhs!!!
OMG.
dont need to sleep today le :l
shall finish my lunch, use com, start work at 540pm :D
PS: i HATE prawns.
my mum brought live prawns larhhs.
when the prawn was like jumping all around the sink.
OMG. freaked me out lahh T.T
SCARY!!! :(
keith just taught me physics, gonna do it after post :D
am eating my luch too.
LOL.
at 440pm. HAHAS.
aniwaes,
tons of hmk to do.
like 4ESSAYS, math, GP.
4essays lehhs!!!
OMG.
dont need to sleep today le :l
shall finish my lunch, use com, start work at 540pm :D
PS: i HATE prawns.
my mum brought live prawns larhhs.
when the prawn was like jumping all around the sink.
OMG. freaked me out lahh T.T
SCARY!!! :(
Saturday, March 27, 2010
EARTH HOUR HUMANS!
okays. am gonna participate in earth hours BAHH.
SHOULD be. MAYBE.
cause i need to study and do my work!
how am i supposed to study/do hmk in the dark? =.=
aniwaes,
see first bahh^^
did nth today.
after this post, study all the way.
aiming to finish physics and cse, 2essays today.
plusplus revise maths econs gp.
hahas. rushrushrush! :(
SHOULD be. MAYBE.
cause i need to study and do my work!
how am i supposed to study/do hmk in the dark? =.=
aniwaes,
see first bahh^^
did nth today.
after this post, study all the way.
aiming to finish physics and cse, 2essays today.
plusplus revise maths econs gp.
hahas. rushrushrush! :(
Friday, March 26, 2010
A MILLENIUM LATER...
okays.
LONGLONGLONG time no post le.
wanted to post every month once, at the last day de.
cause v.busy mah.
butbut wanted to post today, so post.
hahas(><)
aniwaes,
summary of march : (OMG. totally reminds me og GP & CHINESE)
no one birthday :(
had 3 math test-inequalities, binomial and AP & GP.
inequalities i got 4/7, careless 3 mark. (WTH?)
binomial i got 4/7, careless 3 mark AS WELL (!!!)
AP & GP-jus had test today, but i careless (found out that i forgot -ve sign) so max 6/7. (SIAN!)
&&, i STILL love math thou.. just not my careless mistakes.
had physics test as well.
did badly. okays, not v.v.v.v.vbad that kind, but below my expectations.
got 24/40. :((( && i careless 9marks. (ARGH!)
physics is overall interesting.
so, i STILL like it. maybe more than i did before. cause its like fun :DD
Econs test-haven get back paper, next week then get back :D
econs actually quite fun too^^
its like once you grasp the concept, everything about that topic becomes simplier and easier :)
econs quiz-omg, didnt manage to finish the paper.
why? cause its like 10mins only. then i thought got a lot of time, slowly do, write neatneat (or not). then i look up, 1min left and iim like jus beginning-.- (partially cause i draw wrong diagram)
manage to rush, but missed out the last two-three sentences :(
China studies in english-nth much? studying confucian now. LOL.
studied china, history.
its okay bahh. but like v.hard to memorise everything.
now also studying how to write essay.
i get the format, the way to write.
open book EXAM i sure score high. LOL.
GP-hmmmmm. i dont know what to say.
i mean its like i dont know how to write for the essay.. (format i get. writing no)
like i cant remember the real-life examples to support my argument.
plus i have totally no interest in this subject. :((
Gp test-scored 17/50. like so OMG lahh (but kind of expected, since i dont know how to do and no interest) :((
Chinese-finished chinese project ytd, deadline today. hahas.
oya, had chinese test too, didnt did well, got 31.5/50.
*hopes* project scores well :D
&&, i still dont like the fact that we have to do summary for chinese. hahas.
Project Work. got out Alevel questions le, started doing.
damn rush, now is doing individual work.
Wk1 & 2 - research and everything else.
Wk 3- draft
Wk 4 - refine
Wk 5 - draft
Wk 6 - refine
Wk 7 - 7may is submission deadline, 6pm.
rush right?
plus first week is GONE le. AHHH.
am sooo gonna do pw everyday.
PE (irrelevant to studies but still,)-fainted almost every pe lesson before the march holidays.
cause low BP. then still run. then dying le i still want to meet quota set by teacher for everyone, but iim not required to lah. since i cmi.
BUT! after march holidays, I CAN RUN!! okays, not so. LOL.
first pe lesson. should be not good or even worst, my teacher only ask me to run 600-700m, rest is 1km, below 7mins. however, due to my stubborn-ness, i ran 1km. &&, i ran UNDER 7mins, 6.29mins. && win two of my class mates plus never faint(although weak and maybe going to)!! :DD
okays. 2nd pe lesson. somewhat like circuit. tough larhhs.
i ran 1.6KM this time :DDD WITHOUT FAINING. [sounds like primary school><]
butbut within the run, the other stuffs i never do. i only run (><)
i think is cause around every 400m ran, 1 rested 1min (since they do the pushups position etc... && also is cause we rotate).
butbut last 400m i almost blacked out when finishing. since iim pushing myself over my limits... expected. butbut still had strength after rest for a while :D
i want to pass my napfa this year.. and next. cause like i dont want to be the only one that can only watch and faint :((
am gonna work extremely hard for this 2years.
aint going to be empty words :D
LONGLONGLONG time no post le.
wanted to post every month once, at the last day de.
cause v.busy mah.
butbut wanted to post today, so post.
hahas(><)
aniwaes,
summary of march : (OMG. totally reminds me og GP & CHINESE)
no one birthday :(
had 3 math test-inequalities, binomial and AP & GP.
inequalities i got 4/7, careless 3 mark. (WTH?)
binomial i got 4/7, careless 3 mark AS WELL (!!!)
AP & GP-jus had test today, but i careless (found out that i forgot -ve sign) so max 6/7. (SIAN!)
&&, i STILL love math thou.. just not my careless mistakes.
had physics test as well.
did badly. okays, not v.v.v.v.vbad that kind, but below my expectations.
got 24/40. :((( && i careless 9marks. (ARGH!)
physics is overall interesting.
so, i STILL like it. maybe more than i did before. cause its like fun :DD
Econs test-haven get back paper, next week then get back :D
econs actually quite fun too^^
its like once you grasp the concept, everything about that topic becomes simplier and easier :)
econs quiz-omg, didnt manage to finish the paper.
why? cause its like 10mins only. then i thought got a lot of time, slowly do, write neatneat (or not). then i look up, 1min left and iim like jus beginning-.- (partially cause i draw wrong diagram)
manage to rush, but missed out the last two-three sentences :(
China studies in english-nth much? studying confucian now. LOL.
studied china, history.
its okay bahh. but like v.hard to memorise everything.
now also studying how to write essay.
i get the format, the way to write.
open book EXAM i sure score high. LOL.
GP-hmmmmm. i dont know what to say.
i mean its like i dont know how to write for the essay.. (format i get. writing no)
like i cant remember the real-life examples to support my argument.
plus i have totally no interest in this subject. :((
Gp test-scored 17/50. like so OMG lahh (but kind of expected, since i dont know how to do and no interest) :((
Chinese-finished chinese project ytd, deadline today. hahas.
oya, had chinese test too, didnt did well, got 31.5/50.
*hopes* project scores well :D
&&, i still dont like the fact that we have to do summary for chinese. hahas.
Project Work. got out Alevel questions le, started doing.
damn rush, now is doing individual work.
Wk1 & 2 - research and everything else.
Wk 3- draft
Wk 4 - refine
Wk 5 - draft
Wk 6 - refine
Wk 7 - 7may is submission deadline, 6pm.
rush right?
plus first week is GONE le. AHHH.
am sooo gonna do pw everyday.
PE (irrelevant to studies but still,)-fainted almost every pe lesson before the march holidays.
cause low BP. then still run. then dying le i still want to meet quota set by teacher for everyone, but iim not required to lah. since i cmi.
BUT! after march holidays, I CAN RUN!! okays, not so. LOL.
first pe lesson. should be not good or even worst, my teacher only ask me to run 600-700m, rest is 1km, below 7mins. however, due to my stubborn-ness, i ran 1km. &&, i ran UNDER 7mins, 6.29mins. && win two of my class mates plus never faint(although weak and maybe going to)!! :DD
okays. 2nd pe lesson. somewhat like circuit. tough larhhs.
i ran 1.6KM this time :DDD WITHOUT FAINING. [sounds like primary school><]
butbut within the run, the other stuffs i never do. i only run (><)
i think is cause around every 400m ran, 1 rested 1min (since they do the pushups position etc... && also is cause we rotate).
butbut last 400m i almost blacked out when finishing. since iim pushing myself over my limits... expected. butbut still had strength after rest for a while :D
i want to pass my napfa this year.. and next. cause like i dont want to be the only one that can only watch and faint :((
am gonna work extremely hard for this 2years.
aint going to be empty words :D
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