Been long since I posted..
Stressful period right now~~
7Days to Preliminary Examinations;
68Days to Pre-A’s;
95Days to A’s.
The deadline is getting near by the second, closer & closer.
& as time passes, the more I find myself unable to cope.
Yes, its stressful.
But not in the way everyone expects me to be stressed in.
I’m confused, helpless.
I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore.
I can’t see my goal anymore.
I can’t find my motivation anymore.
All I think is “Why? So? Then?”.
& it never ends, no matter what I do, what I think.
I’m starting to lose my way.
A’s are nearing & im totally not prepared.
Prelims is in one week’s time but I’ve yet to revise.
My results are like shit & im not doing anything about it.
Im demoralised & I really want to just…
Just stop & quit.
It’s just so painful to push myself forward again & again without any reason.
It’s meaningless.
I know time passed & Life gone cannot be reversed.
But right now, im not forwarding either.
Presently, im lost.
Where’s the light at the end of every tunnel?
Its near the end of the road now.
& its also the period that i want to give up right now.