cried

sometimes; ii fall.
sometimes iim tired.
sometimes iim hurt.
hurt not by the fact that you dont understand;
burt by the fact that you never understood.
its startin to have a toll on mii;
iim telling myself ii can cope;
iim forcing myself to believe;
iim hypnotizing myself to live.
its tough-building a void over & over again.
its tough living life over & over again;
its tough going through everyday trying to create shan.

now or later

confused.
stuck.
mixed.

idontknow.
god.

studied today;
a little. hahas.
thenns home-d.
love the weather;
the shade;
the breeze today.
burt; nort the sun though.
hahas xD

attractive weather; repulsive sunlight.
&&s; shan loves the moon!! plus the stars!! && the night sky!!
[just being random]

iim lovin the cold;
iim lovin the night;
iim lovin the stars;
iim lovin the moon.
if ure the sun'
thenn ii must be the moon.
separated;
ii cant shine without you.

sec4

My precious class of 3/4'express'1-o9 :D

Empty

Tried to take a picture Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her that much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter in ink
Its been getting better I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty, its empty

Maybe we're trying, trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered if we
Should be getting under these sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty, its empty

Maybe we're trying, trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing is beating our hearts
We're empty

Maybe we're trying, trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty
We're empty

heart probs.

decided to post since com workin fine.

2nd time useing the computer since the start of October><
[believe even b4 oct larhhs=.=]
lyk so old age lerhhs xD
okays;
bored.

dying today;
burt didnt.
tys to: H·W & K·L Leon & Colin!! :D
&&s: X·Y & Jaslyn & Mdm·Lee & Ms·Chen(bahhs):DD
plus(?): [ Aeroy & Q·L & Kumar & Y·Q ] for moral support XD

nort gonna elaborate;
nt sth to be glory of.

Okays.
still bored.
went for ert;the "emergency plan"[l0ls!] today.
fine;
till ii seriously wanna get home.
or get away.
whatever.

meetin erika & mel tomo;
study.
Oyarhhs!
erika bully mii T.T [xP]

iloveyou

God.
Eventful day sia><

burt;
nahhs. nort gonna elaborate.
changed url;
duno how to change blogskin.
hahas.

&&; ii gort my Job lerhhs! xD

aniwaes;
short post.
o levels reaching & iim nort posting.
sms mii if gort anithing :D

PS: my com is lagging lyk hell. freak.

god.
hypnotize thyself' & placed a mask;
all uue did was jus appear;
& it's all gone.
iim afraid;
nt of uue, burt of the outcome.
ii dunt wan history to repeat thrice.
iim sorry; the truth ii think uue know.