sometimes; ii fall.
sometimes iim tired.
sometimes iim hurt.
hurt not by the fact that you dont understand;
burt by the fact that you never understood.
its startin to have a toll on mii;
iim telling myself ii can cope;
iim forcing myself to believe;
iim hypnotizing myself to live.
its tough-building a void over & over again.
its tough living life over & over again;
its tough going through everyday trying to create shan.