Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Quotations;

Quotations:

Gravitation
cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That's relativity.
Albert Einstein
Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former.
Albert Einstein
Everything should be made as simple as possible, but not one bit simpler.
Albert Einstein
Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.
Albert Einstein
Everything has its beauty but not everyone sees it.
Confucius
Ignorance is the night of the mind, but a night without moon and star.
Confucius
Study the past if you would define the future.
Confucius
Time is an illusion. Lunchtime doubly so.
Douglas Adams
You live and learn. At any rate, you live.
Douglas Adams
It is our choices...that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.
[Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secrets, 1999]J. K. Rowling
There is no good or evil: only power and those too weak to seek it.
[Harry Potter and the sorcerer's stone]J. K. Rowling
It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
[Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, 1997]J. K. Rowling

[Key:So.True. ]
[ Makes sense.]

M.I.A

makes no diff since ii dun post much;
burt;


seriously nort gonna post as "frequently" as now le.
once a month?
exams are here;
they're nort leaving-lets face it.

had ENGLISH prelim P1 & P2 on last fri.
was avg. ii guess.
can pass with.. mayb a C5 and aboove?
thenns ytd was E·MATHS P1.
nort exactly easy peasy;
burt okok larhhs.
not as hard as expected.
didnt die :D
today.
survived the "fight" with E·MATHS P2;
on the edge larhhs.
didnt manage to complete abt5 qns[parts];
1qns[part] was unable to do--nort enuff time.
its my FIRST time not having enuff time to COMPLETE the paper.
Oh.My.God.
whys?
cuzz ii was practically sleepin in the beginning of the paper.
abt15mins.
Day-dreaming; brain shuttdown cuzz tired=.=

whateva.
tomo;
iim hoping & praying that ii dun die;
my A·MATHS P1.
sick.tired.dying

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

nothingness

Okays.
elaborate:

17.07.09;Friday.
Watch-d harry potter;
was kinda disappointing :l
ii was expecting a little more magic;
burt its 7/8 of romance.
l0ls.
burt cant say nort nice though^^
its still fab :DD

20.07.09; Monday.
okays.
sick.
doc. waited for 1 & 1/2 hours b4 getting to visit the doc.
waited for around 20mins to get medi + payment.
l0ng~~
oyarhhs:
took some piics of my medi;
will post very much later><
6types.
2SYRUP. OMG.
4pills. FAV.
1 of it is supposed to be eaten as sweet lyk that;
ii swallowed it><
ii hate the taste of medi.
&& yes;
ii drink water then place medi into mouth-so wont taste the medi.

[ii noe it's weird burt..]

okays.
today.
gort back amaths M·E.
&& emaths too.
burt last week give le.
emaths M·E overall percentage : 61.11111~
a B4. siians.
amaths M·E overall percentage : 32.22222~
a E8. f. ii DID study;
ii DID try my best;
&& ii gort E8.
ii was expectin at MOST D7.
now;
E8.
ii dun get it.
ii can do sooo well in practices;
yet nv fail to lose 10-20m of carelessness in exams.
damn!

sick of it.

我的快乐

我的快乐
作詞:陳韋伶/瑞業 作曲:陳韋伶


徘了徊了走了 錯了哭了痛了
累了倦了了 煩的亂的冷的 都是真的
瘋的想的念的 不安的焦慮的
複雜
的夢過的 擁有的失去的 怎麼忘呢
你坐過的沙發寬了 你愛的音樂停了 我等著你等成了 擺設

我的你的他的 好的壞的難的
灰的藍的黃的 酸的甜的苦的 都還記得
非常想要忘的 絕對不能忘的
我想要還你了 真的不想要了 只得放了
環島的火車載著我第幾天了 忽然發現這一刻我不想你了

我的快樂 會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻 不准問值不值得
我的快樂 會回來的
離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂 會回來的
只要清楚曾愛的那麼深刻 不准問值不值得
我的快樂 會回來的
離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂 會回來的
只要清楚曾愛的那麼深刻 不准問值不值得
我的快樂 會回來的
離開不是你給了我的選擇

瘋的想的念的 不安的焦慮的
浮躁的夢過的 擁有的失去的 怎麼忘呢
非常想遺忘的 絕對不能忘的
我想要還你的 真的不想要了 只得放了
放了... 忘了...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Breaking Dawn

reading breaking dawn now..
literally.
cant really read much:
1·Bio homework. TONS.
2·Amaths mock P1. TOMO.
3·Bio test. FRIDAY?

okays.
died directly after mrs·tang said "Okays, Time's Up."
amaths P2;
left tons blank.
died.
now left P1;
which iim SURE its gonna suffer the same fate.

gonna watch Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince with MH^^
this fri though.
worried duno will have space nort.
cuzz didnt book:
1·ii duno how.
2·We're lazy.

aniwaes;
stop here lerhhs.
[mayb some blabbering]
do my bio~

Oyarhhs;
ps arhhs (mel)~ wasnt able to go out the past 2days><
you'll never know how deep that scar is.
slashed not onli once; burt twice.
burt iim glad to say; its slightly different.
the first one didnt hurt that much.
at least -ii had company; all was resolved.
the next blow-it wasnt resolved;
it was a slash into old wounds &
they left mii with myself.
& ONLY myself.
my true friends?
ii'd rather nort speak of them.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

twilight

okays.
ate my cereal;
watched twilight;
seriously;
disappointment sia><
ii keep thinkin of what the book depicted;
its lyk sooo different;
sooo NORT riite.
it's just;
weird.
& disappointing.
l0ls.

Compass

now loading Twilight;
ii watched it b4 reading the book.
was.. superb?[nort to this extemd though><]
burt aft reading the book;
thinkin back abt the movie;
the movie seems sooo..
too imperfect.
the book elaborates tons;
muchmuch MORE interesting.
& ii mean it.

burt;
ii still lyk Movie Twilight though^^


okays; gonna crapp abt today-dumb? hilarious?

met mel; erika & anna at Compass KFC.
my idea though.[the KFC part]
&& ii noe that anna doesnt eat KFC too.
l0ls><

studied at BK. Again.
crowded; we stood up waiting for a mum & her kids to finish eating.
it was as though we in hawker centre lyk that larhhs=.=
aniwaes;
studied my chem;
mr·soong finally blew his top.
[nort really though.]
then revised a bit of differentiation.
anna was lyk wth sia. "kill mii to do that".
l0ls.

aft that went library.
wanted to find little white lie + breaking dawn.
couldnt; we used erika's laptop to watch Happy Tree Friends.
was hilarious. & Gross.
thenns went popular;
Bought notepad(?) & some stickies.
Q was long; home-d shortly after.
actually;
nort shortly larhhs.
waited damn long;
came a dumb bus;
it was lyk the bus on HEATER.
NORT aircon sia.
STUFFY!
it was SBS 8468 . ?
[the dot cuzz ii forget le]
l0ls.

had my dinner too:
-2Herbal egg[nort sure correct nort]
& Most imptly;
-AIR
l0ls.><
mayb eating cereal too^^ :DD

Monday, July 6, 2009

God.

okays; lets talk abt sat; 04.07.09
was kinda hilarious.
studied with anna; erika; mel at bk-compass.
my idea to study there though.
did my bio;
went to buy capsule with mel & erika.
ii gort miss·chatterbox + mr·happy.
[ii want mr·bump! ani kind souls..?]
home-d around 6+.
dinner at hawker centre.
leon was sitting right behind mii larhhs..
ii didnt notice=.=
then toktok on phone through sms;
though;
it was abt mii being "paqiao"?
thens went ntuc;
lucky never see him there;
burt saw mr·yon + mrs·yon^^

sun; 05.07.09
boring day.

today; 06.07.09
studied again.
same location;
with mel & erika.
did chem.
[nort really]
thenns ate dinner;
5fishballs^^
then bought another capsule.
this time ii gort miss·sunshine + mr·small.
YAYS!
ii wanted miss·sunshine && mr·small.
cuzz miss·sunshine & mr·happy couple marhhs^^
thenns mr·small seems cute :D
then now still want mr·bump & ms·shy <333


edited.
WHY BOTHER ASKING?

WHY BOTHER TALKING TO MII IF UUE NEVER BELIEVE?
WHY BOTHER MY EXISTANCE?
WHY PRETEND TO CARE?
WHY PRETEND TO BELIEVE MY OPINIONS?
WHY BOTHER AT ALL?
iim SICK & TIRED of uue always "LYING" to mii;
always trying to "BELIEVE" my opinions;
then INSIST on ures; INSIST iim LYING.

Friday, July 3, 2009

chi oral olevels!

God.
how pathetic larhhs.
onli posted 1 post in the WHOLE of june =.="

aniwaes;
summarizin everything as short as possible;
(elaborate a little on fun parts^^-basically all-)

Stayed overnight at Anna + Erika's chruch on Friday:26.06.09.
was fun;
watched(in sequence):
1· Twilight
2· Mall Cop
3· Invasion [it was dumb=.=]
4· Evan Almightly ?
5· X-men 3

didnt sleep a wink. left around 6.30+
gate was locked. climbed over fence=.=
ii fell. l0ls. INJURY!!
[my right knee]


thenn few days passed;
sumhow become good gal[admittin ii wasnt one b4]
DID pay attention in class;
blank-d out a few times burt onli happens in E.geo.
(sorry cher!)
thenns home-d && ii actually studied!!
(somehow ii seem to make it sound so.. Miraculous?)
burt all these days slept at 1am+ =.=
cuzz do hmk; regardless hand in tomo or later.
bleahx.

thenns ytd: 02.07.09;
my chinese 'o'level oral.
passage was okays ii believe;
few words wrong burt read it "smoothly" (ii guess?)
then conversation was a dead no-no.
its lyk my brain shutt-down or whats larhhs.
the cher ask majority of the ppl3 qns;
ask mii 4. (=.=!)
aniwaes;
all over lerhhs, so yeah;
tomo gonna study with belle..
again.
by that ii mean ii studied 5days in this week;
gonna study another 2more days;
iim practically havin no rest??

pluss;
iim damn sleepy now><
burt nort gonna sleep bahhs;
ii guess^^
dont act as if you know;
cause you dont;
& the pain ii've suffered;
its twice what you think;
considering you thought of the worst.
-----------------------------------
history HAS repeated itself;
ii've taken twice the blow;
if the third one comes along;
ii dont know how ii'b able to survive..
-----------------------------------
Optimism; ii've BEEN one.
tell mii if you are able to keep that up;
after all that you've been through;
in my shoes.
experience; dun act as if you will.
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not knowing my past;
dont try to relate to my present;
dont attempt to predict my future