POPPING IN AND OUTTA MY HEAD, AS AND WHEN YOU LIKE.

THURSDAY-25'02'10
had 2hours of GP first thing in the morning.
stupid, irritating plus sleepy.
its like, she believes that we have a prob. but she doesnt know the fact-the prob lies with HER.
aniwaes, had PE after that.
DIED. 3rounds NIA-1200km.
its like chest tight, no air, no matter how much air ii suck in, no oxygen in my heart.
dying.
became damn weak.
totally no strength.
then had milo, isotonic drink plus some porridge..
better by tons :D
the rest of the day...
surviving.
thenn, had physics extra lesson from 530 to 730.
SUPER HILARIOUS.
its like we talk and laugh so loud in the jade room of the library..
&&, the FUNNIEST PART of all-our whole class went into health and wellness. except for 4.
xDD
its like ii got in too~~
&& iim like, OMG. my bmi 18 and ii got in. WTH? since when bmi 18 is overweight le~.
hahas!!!
&&, its like out of 100% of the JC1s, 98.9% got into health and wellness=.=
aniwaes,
after all that laughter,
went to buy cakee and whip cream for yeeyew with yunshan^^
home-d after that.





FRIDAY-26'02'10
YEEYEW'S BIRTHDAY~ :D
went to school at 730 for the wellness thing [><]
butbut, obviously, its the school's prob && that we do not have health and wellness :D
sooo, studied and chatedd till 830.
schooled as usual,
then the PARTY starts!
had cake, whip cream, and chocolate syrup.
know what it means?
MESSY!
hahas xD
cake on face, whip cream all over, chocolate syrup all over too!!
the choco syrup looked like blood thou>< [pic on fb~]
ii seriously wonder how all of them gonna wash the stains off, especially yeeyew && keefe.
HAHAS!!
cleaned the canteen up after that :P
its like we 'book' the canteen like that-there was NO ONE in our huge area.
hahas :3
&&, bathed after all that funnnn^^.
had chinese,
ii believe that my chi teacher believe iim a good girl-.-
had guzheng as well.
took the guzheng home :D
it was humongous.
ii wonder how am ii supposed to bring it back to school on wed..





SATURDAY-27'02'10
SENTOSA~
kinda lazy to elaborate the morning part, but,
summarise-we wanted to meet at 12pm. then change to 11pm. then late until become 12pm.
ahahs xD
aniwaes,
was HILARIOUS, FUN, CRAZY.
am sooo loving 1S18~ :D
long story cut short,
had dinner at vivo, sushi tei.
piics are up on fb.
❤❤❤
hahas.
after dinner, chatted on rooftop of vivo, the water area :DD
then, the funny part comes-
keefe yingying yeeyew ziyun playing big 2.
then keefe was like-ii confirm win this game de.
then ii was like-okay larhhs. if you never win then you jump into the water.
keefe-okayokay. wait. no.
too bad~
HAHAS.
&&, HE LOST!
and of course, he ran.
hahas xD
got one unknown malay boy shouted 'eh, be a man lah.' xD
but keefe was like 'no. ii dont want to be a man' :P
super funny^^
thennn,
me and ziyun chased him to the boys toilet.
of course, ii just ran in.
LOL.
ii was like looklook [AFTER ii was already at the cubicle><] then luckily, NO ONE^^
keefe was on the top of the cubicle xl
then ziyun sray water at him, ii was like okay le la, he no clothes.
but, no stopping ziyun xl
soo, keefe 'jumped' around the 4 cubicles.
locked all four doors.
but, still got wet larhhs xD
not drenched thou..
HAHAS :DD
out we came..
&&, we forgot to open the doors!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG. ii seriously wonder how the cleaners gonna open it..
know why?
cause keefe was like 'which toilet door dont have key??' so ii was like, 'orhh'
then yeeyew, after we got in cab, was like 'which toilet door have key except for the main door??'
then ii was like 'oh ya.'
but, too late le.
[ ii felt retarded for a moment :l ]
LOL.
aniwaes,
home-d by cabb^^





SUNDAY-28'02'10
AMK, NEBO, STUDY.
was supposed to reach at 12pm,
but reached at 1240pm.
belle was punctual,
yingying reached at 1plus,
yeeyew near 2.
LOL. like all late xD
aniwaes, studied econs, did math.
MOVIE-D thou..
Percy Jackson and the Lighting Thief.
NICCEEE~!
butbut,
gonna stop this habit le.
cant keep watching movie everytime ii go out study :l
sooo, next week and the nextnext week CANNOT GO FOR MOVIE!
:DDDD
MUGGGG ALLL THE WAYYYY~~~~!
GANBATTE!

stop popping in & out of my head.

every little thing triggers the little sack of memories.

and every time ii open that up,

voluntarily or not,

it hurts.

my brain just ceases to function but think of it.

thou ii can tie the sack up again,

it still hurts to just slightly let it out.

STUDY DAY OUTING.

firstly and most importantly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIKA :DDDDD

shall start today.
as my title suggests,
studied today.
woke at 10am~
was slightly late for meeting-12.05pm.
late by five mins..
oya,
study at amk with yingying and yeeyew :D
nebo.
its like super funny larhhs xD
aniwaes,
completed physics,
did math, did china studies.
GP-em... tomo do bahhs?
econs-did le, but the rest duno.
&&,
we caught a movie after studying thou^^
not really after larhhs..
its like mii and yingying are going bonkers over math,
iim stuck at 7, she at 6.
yeeyew was like 'okay le, dont study le. later your go crazy' xD
but, we persisted.
hopped on to china studies thou.
but onli sustained for around 20mins,
movie-d.
both me and yeeyew psycho yingying to watch :D
caught Valentines' Day..
nice show? funny too :DD
after that home-d le.


ii almost fainted on the street.
O.O
when ii came down from the bus,
my legs felt wobbly.
my head was like spinning.
then, up the bridge.
ii see lots of steps.
almost fell backwards, but ii held on to the railing..
then,
almost tripped while walking on a flat piece of land.
its like ii have not enough oxygen in me.
but,
no matter how much ii breathe,
how much air ii take in,
my condition stays the same.
OMG.
am feeling better now,
but very sick-as in feel like vomitting- && lightheaded...




btw,
if you noticed,
my post is very 'messy'.
hahas.
its amazing ii manage to type till here larhhs.

aniwaes,
gonna continue hmk le!~

SICK, SICK, STILL SICK.

GOD.
shall start on wed.





17'02'10-WEDNESDAY.
SICK.
have not recover from the CNY illness-.-
had school as per normal,
just have random headaches plus keep coughing.
ii rmb ii became mute in front of keefe & ziyun,
stupid larhhs.
both of them laugh at me T.T
plus those at the back too! think got tabitha, liana and fadilah.
LOL.
butbut, when keefe went away,
my voice came back!
then ii so happy ii 'scream' a little.
then ii became a mute again.
but voice return eventually thou^^
&&,
didnt attend CCA.
iim SICK plus headache, so they allow mii to go offfff.
home-d,
rest,
did hmk till night cause afternoon-dinner time ii was sleeping..










18'02'10-THURSDAY.
SICK.
still.
absent from school.
cause' illness got worse.
T.T
forget to call mr.soh or inform classmates sia :l
but informed them at 745am plus cause' ziyun called me up :X
went to see doctor,
went at 11plus,
see the doc at 1plus-.-
so, diagonised with flu, cough, fever.
which, ii already know.
was given 2days MC.
wanted to return tomo, friday.
aniwaes,
home-d, slept the whole day away.
the whole of thursday!!
but manage to do some hmk, since ii was intending to go back to school tomo...










19'02'10-FRIDAY.
STILL SICK.
didnt manage to attend school,
again.
fever, mum say dun go, later pass to other classmates..
slept most of the day too,
was fretting about studies thou.
ii mean, missing out on thurs is already bad enough.
why do ii have to miss out on friday too!?
had more hmk.
tried to do physics,
couldnt really understand.
gonna phone classmates thou^^
maths, okay bahhs?
econs-omg. ii have to try bahhs?
hope ii can catch up thou..
really hope so :D










20'02'10-SATURDAY, TODAY.
was supposed to go temple today,
but cause' ii was sick,
ii was excused, whole family went thou^^
ii slept all the way till they return,
which is lunch time, 12plus.
after that,
did some hmk then rested again.





the medicine makes me drowsy.
ii think.
cause' everytime after ii eat ii feel very... weird.
like iim disconnected from the world,
my reaction is very slow-my brain works slow but my body moves fast?
like when ii turn my head ii feel dizzy, need to take about 1s to collect myself.
then ii cant think too.
lyk when ii was doing physics at night,
the question was really easy.
but ii couldnt get it.
slept, after that got it immediately larhhs.
&&, after eat the medicine,
ii will have no appetite.
couldnt taste anything too T.T

CNY'10 DD:

1st day of CNY.
valentine's day.
aniwaes,
went to temple in morning,
went to cousins house for lunch,
home-d and back to cousins house.
dinner was delicious^^
yumyum :DD
but, didnt eat much thou..
used to eat 2bowls of sharkfins but only ate 3/4bowl.
no appetite.
headache, feeling weak.
chatted with elvira upstairs in room..
then home-d shortly after :(
then headach got worse.
head feels like its gonna drop.
had cough the past few days, but got WORSE.
whole body weak,
FEVER.
officially sick.
ate 2panadol.
DIDNT manage to do ANY homework at all. (except for maybe reading part of the china studies thing)
shit. :(((((((((((((((((
&&&, stupid yeeyew.
幸灾乐祸 DDD:










2nd day of CNY.
ate 2panadol again,
cause' fever returned.
went to ba-jiu's house to bai nian and have lunch.
then home-d,
lay in bed doing nothing-ii have to keep rereading everything ii read in the china studies thing. so ii figured 'why not rest?'.
had 2 panadol again, 3rd time :l
went over to elvira's house again^^
today more people :D
dinner was 'yumyum' too :DDDDDDDD
still didnt eat much-really no appetite.
helped out in the kitchen for a while,
then went up to find elvira plus the younger ones :X
played,
then we had BBQ marshmallows :D
something like a campfire larhhs.
the 'younger generation' were all sitting outside the door and bbq-ing in a circle^^
some ghost stories,
ii didnt eat much, since ii have a v.bad sore throat.
ate 4 thou^^
2 by my bro, 2 by feng(dont know how to spell her name)-she's in SR too^^
then, went up again, home-d shortly after :(((((
coughing fit acts up AGAIN.
was wondering if its because of the roasted marshmallows :(
aniwaes,
watch-d shows till 3am in the morning.
couldnt sleep :(
was sleep then, but decided to do 1 qns of math, qns 4 onli.
in the end, ii do math untill 4.15am, till qns8.
its like SO SLOW right?
but iim sick~
LOL.
ii should learn to be a good gal and learn to sleep early :l










3rd day of CNY.
was supposed to go malaysia today to visit relatives.
but due my sickness,
ii didnt go :l
so only my mum and bro go :((
cause' my mum say malaysia there v.sunny and 're' so dont go, later get worse.
so, iim like being a very bad girl right now,
using the computer and not studying.
okays.
iim gonna study lerhhs.
NEED.
buaibuais~~~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR HUMANS!

HAPPY CNY HUMANS!!

&&,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

&&,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!

hahas. all the HAPPY stuffs gathered in one day.

thou,

the part about HOMEWORK is unhappy.

only manage to finish physics, part china studies, part math, part econs. OMG.

still got math, econ, china studies, GP and PW.

am going gaga T.T

LAZY, TIRED, SLEEPY.

iim lyk SUPER LAZY to post these days.
summarise everything in a sentence,
its been a busy, long, fun, crazy, hilarious, boring, interesting, tired week :D
stopping here..
shall post nexxt time..
if ii have the TIME.

BUSY TUESDAY.

Okays. shall post more tomo..
but;

iim here jus to say this:

TUESDAY, TODAY, IS THE BUSIEST DAY OF 2010 SO FAR..

hahas.
its lyk OMG. larhhs.


maths HOMEWORK is to finish up 10sums. ii mean okay larhhs.
but its lyk iim damn sleepy &&v.long nv do math le..


then phy is need to read up,
but lucky ytd we guaiguai read finish the required pages le.
iim lyk super lucky larhhs.
cause ii read till page 15.
mr.soh say read till 13.
lucky no need to bring home the lecture notes :D


aniwaes,
had PE.
chatchat, height and weight, last 10mins-run 2k.
WTH?
cause' 11plus she ask us run.
then 1120we need to move off to another class le-MT.
[although we dont mind missing the lesson...]
ii manage to run ONLY 1KM. super SIIAN!!
cause' after 1k ii lyk gonna blackout le.
suddenly remebered what 4E1 guys and teachers said larhhs : "Dont faint le! Eat more!"
LOL.
so, lucky for me, ii stop after 1 round.
but unlucky for me, ii nv manage to finish 2km :(( && feeling faint.
OMG. ii feel damn WEAK larhhs.


Oyarhhs!!!
GP was our first lesson~
boring :X


had H1 sub oso-China Studies in English :D
but today teacher never come..
missed the first lesson.
hahas.
its lyk only 5 students OUT OF the whole cohort of JC1s took CSE larhhs Xl
2 from our class somemore..
but, we DAMN GUAI^^ all 5 studied on our own.
its lyk the 1hour we can play larhhs,
but all 5 of us studied-.-
duno is guai or geek...
GUAI larhhs :DD




thenn..
post tomo bahhs.
go do my math hmk lerhhs :DD

1ST LESSON DAY.

as my title suggests,
today is my first lesson day.
school officially starts now^^

had econs-nth much? a bit sian-.-
brk.
chinese-GAHHH. boring.
physics-funny, chatchat? [since its tutorial]
lunch brk.
math-nth much too. the speaker was quite funny-cum-dumb too.
school ended at 1.30pm.

STUDIED, self-study till 4pm.
LOL.
shock riite?
first day we so hard working le.
its lyk me and ziyun had a deal everyday study together.
so, today, we asked our classmates if want to study.
they all damn shocked larhhs Xl
but yunshan was lyk on,
then at first only me, ziyun, yunshan and fungyee.
then after a few minutes,
around half the class came.
hahas.
but some study till 2pm leave le-cause' we can only leave school earliest at 2pm.
then ii studied physics and econs.
read through the lecture notes.
attempted the examples.
its lyk DAMN TOUGH.
lyk cannot do de larhhs!!
ii mean 1 or 2 ii can GUESS, the rest all BLUR lyk hell.
understand SOME of the concepts thou^^

econs was a bit more boring=.=
all words.
yeeyew was lyk "walao, all words, read already not siian mehhs?"
cause' ii was reading a damn long essay for econs.
LOL. the rest was lyk 'ya lorhhs' Xl

aniwaes,
collect MATH^^ lecture book lerhhs.
gonna do some today?
maybe..

gonna sleep early today.
ii say this everyday larhhs.
then everyday sleep at 11=.=
but.
tomo need to be in school slightly earlier and end v.late.
so need my sleep~~
&&&&,
tomo my school ENDS AT 5PM!!
&&&& there's PE!!!!
GAHHH!!!

ARGHH,

okays.
gonna post about thurs onwards...
long post T.T

04'02'10-THURSDAY
6TH DAY OF ORIENTATION.
played some games and had house time :DDD

then, ii was bullied.
LOLs.
cause' ii was forced by ZIYUN to buy lunch.
so ii did.
then ii OBVIOUSLY couldnt finish it,
was FORCED to eat by : ZIYUN YUNSHAN FUNGYEE YINYIN ZEK =.=
LOL. ZIYUN even SPOONFEED me Xl
ii was lyk bending backwards till ii can touch the floor larhhs=.=
lyk iim falling-.-
aniwaes, after that ii was lyk SUPER BOLATED.
but bought and ate some sour sweets, so iim fine^^

thenn long story cut short,
had PICNIC at SR's field around 4.
OMG.
they totally chose the WRONG TIMING-II WAS TOTALLY SUNBURNED DD:
majority of the humans in SR were holding up umbrellas in one hand=.=
that includes me,
which ii was lucky since ii had the intuition that ii needed to bring it today :D
our class boys played re-capture the flag,
some girls played captain's ball.
the rest of us, stayed behind on the mats and chatted.
hahas. exchanged numbers,
chatchatchat lorhhs.
chat till 6 ii think.

aniwaes,
my house, AQUILA, was SECOND in place :D
CETUS was third, and PEGASUS was first^^
ORION was fourth [wanted it to be first/second :(] and DRACO was fifth.
after that, we did college dance,
DAMN HILARIOUS ;D
its lyk everyone so high :DD

thenns went to kovan with fungyee and yinyin.
chatted till 8.
hahas.
home-d after that :D










05'02'10-FRIDAY.
7TH DAY OF ORIENTATION.
school-d at 8plus.
almost late-ii woke up late :l
had a DAMN LONG TALK by the teachers/principal=.=

had a TEST too T.T
its a GP DIAGONISTIC TEST.
die le.
super funny too,
&& we chatted too Xl
ii mean the first half an hour never la.
everybody concentrate.
then after that chat le :l
then the stupid plus funny part xD
cause' ii WAS and AM bored, so ii started to count the number of words ii wrote.
ii mean ii KNOW dont need count larhhs,
ii just wanted to know how much ii wrote since the say for normal GP is 500+.
then, got 1 female teacher came to me, tell me say no need count.
iim lyk 'orhhs'.
then she walk away, ii started to count again.
LOLS. ii WAS bored-.-
then ziyun nugded me.
the teacher came to me again.
then she tell me AGAIN, dont need count.
iim lyk ii just want to count! but didnt say larhhs=.=
she expect me to stop, so ii did.
then she announce to the whole LT[with other classes] dont need to count.
then eveybody laugh Xl
its lyk those sitting near me, can hear until what she say de all laugh larhhs.
ii mean ii JUST WANT TO COUNT.
so, after all that laughing, including myself, ii went on counting.
but this time, ii COUNT MENTALLY.
cause' ii was using a pen to count the past 2 times.
hahas.

okokays.
after that ended paper at 1.11pm.
bought an econ lecture book, headed to compass to do something,
back to SR, went for guzheng straight.

was around 3..
cause' elvira got the key from ms.neo :D
learnt a new song,
there's a part where it is damn tough :l
cause' ii was and am able to play the song itself,
with the first addition of an extra part,
but not the second addition-.-
[okays. uue wont understand unless you were there]
aniwaes,
home-d around 7pm.

SUNBURN!!! DDDDDDDDD:

Got SUNBURN TODAY!!! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
cause' of the picnic at the field-.-

aniwaes,
tomo end early!!
end around 1230plus^^
gonna have mass lunch together :D

butbut,
iim super tired now, post tomo.

GUZHENG :"D

as my title suggests,
iim no longer in the "Dancing industry" le.
iim now joining guzheng!!❤
its a done deal,
since ii bought the 'fingernails' and tape le^^
its lyk sooo fun.




aniwaes,
5TH DAY OF ORIENTATION.
amazing race.
funny!!!
super fun too.
my math is lyk really bad somehow :l
had some asthetic work again.
was released a LITTLE earlier today.
around 4plus.


CCA starts at 430pm...
went for the guzheng trial and ii must say, ii dont regret not going for the dance trial at all^^
it lyk, once ii went in the room,
suddenly just felt lyk ii SHOULD join guzheng and its gonna be fun.
&& it's true!!
my intuition is accurate :DDDDDD
was supposed to go for the shooting trial at 540,
but stayed on to play the guzheng.
its lyk so funnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
learnt 4 'songs' :D
ii hope to buy a guzheng for myself thou^^

ii'm just ME.

it's 10PM!!
ii should really start to LEARN how to sleep early for school.
which CCA should ii join??






cause' iim all ii am.
cause' iim all ii can be.
cause' thats just me.








it's taboo to think about it.
just thinking,
it hurts.
it engulfs me and overwhelms me.
ii can breakdown even just by thinking.
dont make it come true.
even typing it out hurts.
nothing is to happen.
there should be no hole,
no hole till mine exists.

3 MORE DAYS.

forgot to post this v.v.impt thing:
ytd,
ii was ALSO delayed slightly cause' of phone numbers.
the PHONE NUMBER on the SR-SCHOLARSHIP FORM at the BACK, BOTTOM,
is INACCURATE.
BOTH numbers lead to : "Hi, this is BOTANIC GARDERNS..."
stupid right?!








4TH DAY OF ORIENTATION.
Games.
was dispatched into class le.
made new friends :D
its lyk so easy to talk to all of them^^
of course, ice-breakers in the beginning.
then games.
some went outside-amazing race.
ii was in school-some school games.
super funny plus lots of cheering.
our group won lyk most of the games :D
its lyk my group de humans all v.friendly and enthu and hyper :DDD
aniwaes,
had early lunch break.
think our group is the fastest, since we had lunch at 12.45pm, && ii dont see other groups at the canteen.
ITS THE FIRST TIME II EVER ATE SOMETHING FROM SR.
why?
cause' wasnt hungry on other occasions.
cause' ii was about to FAINT from the games.
didnt thou, dont worry^^ ii just felt dizzy.
hahas.
ate the economic rice.
okokay larhhs.
chatted, tour the school..
then after that had some stupid aesthetic work :l
need to 'decorate' the word 'Google'.
somemore must be singapore related =.=
aniwaes,
doodled, chatted :D
thenn did some cheers...
home-d shortly after that^^







tomorrow my group most probably go play amazing race-.-
then, we are gonna have a PICNIC!
at..... SR field.
LOLs.
aniwaes,
ordered 4 pizzas :D
its the sun part ii dont lyk thou :((












am gonna promise myself one thing:
SLEEP AT 8PM TODAY :DDD

DANCING~

iim SLEEPY & TIRED now T.T

aniwaes:
3RD DAY OF ORIENTATION.
bought my uniform, pe attire, polo tee, tie, collar pin.
bermudas out of stock.
am an official SRJCian le.
o, ii got my 1st choice of sub. combination too :D
em,
in the morning-DANCING.
superduper HILARIOUS.
still got couple parts[a tiny bit]=awkward~
but still fun thou^^
had chicken dance as well
thats all ii remember about today's orientation.

aniwaes,
school ended at 230PM.
ii bus-d home to put my things down.
bus-d to nvss to get my testimonial and CCA records.
found out it is STILL NOT ready.
anxious.
wth? cause' ii require those to apply for scholarship=.=
my ex-teachers were lyk not in?!
super suay.
but called SRJC and they said its alright to hand in form first then testimonial..
CABBED to SRJC cause' was delayed in nvss till 430plus.
manage to make it before 5PM.
bus-d to nvss AGAIN, to meet belle and see the dancers.
after a short while,
bus-d to compass for dinner-ljs :D
then bus-d home.
ii took a total of 1 cab-ride, 6 bus-rides.
wth?
aniwaes,

am gonna sleep early today.
cause' tomo is outing-games.
no idea go where.
ii nope it's not gonna be 2-4hrs in the sun :l