jus kinda found out iim stayin in school;
every other day..
onli mon ii went home..
if nort;
ii everyday at least 3pm then go home larhhs..
tues;
stay back for the racial harmony thing.
wed && thurs;
SS project.
fri;
dance.
seems so packked larhhs..
so siians..
iim startin to give upp;
academically-CCAs-Dreams..
iim nort a machine..
ii dun work 24/7 without tots..
life's meaningless..
ii seriously cant find the reason;
the reason why iim still on earth.
ii duno what spurred mii on;
to keep mii survivin up till nw..
burt; whatever it is;
it aint workin nw..
what ii wanna do now is to breath.
cuzz nw;
ii find myself struggling for air;
as though iim trapped underwater;
unable to breath..
what && how iim feelin;
its slowin destroyin mii on the inside..
ii cant seem to find the optimistic && happie
person inside mii nw..
mayb;
mayb it b'cuz what iim goin through nw;
its what iim incapable of..
academically-CCAs-Dreams..
iim nort a machine..
ii dun work 24/7 without tots..
life's meaningless..
ii seriously cant find the reason;
the reason why iim still on earth.
ii duno what spurred mii on;
to keep mii survivin up till nw..
burt; whatever it is;
it aint workin nw..
what ii wanna do now is to breath.
cuzz nw;
ii find myself struggling for air;
as though iim trapped underwater;
unable to breath..
what && how iim feelin;
its slowin destroyin mii on the inside..
ii cant seem to find the optimistic && happie
person inside mii nw..
mayb;
mayb it b'cuz what iim goin through nw;
its what iim incapable of..