to keep smilin all day;
all the time..
the stress;
the pressure;
iim shoulderin all tis by myself..
iim tired;
keepin all within mii;
its hard to keep smilin..
its hard to fake a smile all day;
when iim not..
tears swell up my eyes;
ii look up.
when it trickles down my cheek;
ii'l jus smile.
its painful.
who understands?
to others;
iim jus a optimistic;
happie go lucky gal..
&& when ii cry;
its always hidden..
ii jus wanna close my eyes
&& nv let them open again..
cuzz ii noe;
when ii open my eyes;
tears jus trickle down my cheeks uncontrollably.
我真的的累了.
真的好累好累..
当我哭时;
谁会陪我;
安慰我?
自己一个人承受这些压力;
我快受不了了..
我真的好想哭好想哭..
可是;
却又不能..
脸上带着笑容;
心里却在哭..
我好想把一切的不愉快
都哭出来..
iim jus a step away
from breakin down totally.
when it happens;
ii'll totally give up on my studies..