EWWWWWWW!

didnt attend school today :l
[ this is becoming a usual sight! :( ]

aniwaes,
went to hougang polyclinic at 8am to change dressing.
around 840 then my turn..
took of my humongous bandage,
it was bloody lah.
like super bloody that kind.
the bandage sooo thick also can seep all the way through :( (EWWW!)
then i finally see my toe.
OMG!!! HORENDOUS.
its like 1/3 of my toe nail gone! all the way through sia.
OMG. the nurse at CGH told me my nail will become smaller.
does she mean my toe nail will never grow back that part or will grow back but smaller?
F. if she meant never grow back so smaller.
disgusting lahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG.
i see le want to puke.
the nurse at hougang polyclinic then help to me clean my toe and change dressing,
smaller now cause not so much blood le.
iim still fretting over my toe de toe nail.
am sooo gonna sue CGH (if possible) if my toe nail fails to grow back.
i specifically told the doc i WANT it to grow back so dont make it permanent.
shall see how :l

aniwaes,
totally no appetite after i saw my toe :(
superduper sad :(((
hopes it grows back soon and dont get in-growth le :(((

&&, wed's appointment is at 815am.
soooo, will be in school around 9plus am.
late. LOL.
butbut i got TWENTY days MC(><)