It's hard...

Forgive many things in others; nothing in yourself. --Ausonius

Choices have consequences.

How am i to choose what i want when i know there are dire consequences waiting for me?

I can pretend to forget,

pretend to dont care,

but i cant pretend it didnt happen.

I cant pretend it was my imagination.

I cant pretend that everything's fine and alright.

Maybe,

just maybe,

one day, i will meet some human that will help me out of this.

but, till then,

It's hard for me to believe.