How did i get from bring a simple, happy girl to a girl that is torn and tattered?
with scars and pain and fear?
as the world revolves,
things change.
it matters not why, but how.
When we were young,
we played with everyone.
there was no discrimination.
no backstabbing.
no fights that could ruin our friendship.
we were contented with just having a friend to play with.
we were willing to share.
as we grow older, supposedly wiser,
we note the differences between each other.
we group people and discriminate some.
we become biased.
a few years gone, we become back-stabbers.
we became two-faced bitches.
we gossip.
we fight.
we become rebelious.
we become menacing and ruthless.
we start to hate.
As we grow older and older,
age day by day,
aren't we supposed to become wiser?
grow smarter?
why is it then,
the naive little ones can be so unbiased and selfless?
so much more than we, the 'grown-ups' would ever be?
Monday, September 20, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
That's just how it is...
Unappreciated. Thats all that i feel.
Why am i even making an effort?
Everything is just the same.
The pain just amplifies.
Why am i even making an effort?
Everything is just the same.
The pain just amplifies.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
BUFFET!
Yesterday:
woke at 9am, studied at bishan library with ziyun, michelle && ying.
yeeyew supposed to turn up but he lazy. hahas!
aniwaes,
study session WASNT efficient :(
next time i should study by myself bahh?
&& go earlier to get a table. :l
OYA,
I LOVE KOI'S GRASS JELLY MILK TEA!!
(quoted from Mrs.Wong) the grass jelly is so... JELLY! :DDDDDD
shall drink that next time too^^
home-d at 830pm..
Today:
woke at 10am,
went for buffet lunch at vienna restaurant with family^^
to celebrate my birthday in advance :D
YUMYUM!!
ate until bloated lahh. super nice :DD
oya,
bought another 3books by Cecelia Ahern~
love her books :)
i shall go mugg now!
woke at 9am, studied at bishan library with ziyun, michelle && ying.
yeeyew supposed to turn up but he lazy. hahas!
aniwaes,
study session WASNT efficient :(
next time i should study by myself bahh?
&& go earlier to get a table. :l
OYA,
I LOVE KOI'S GRASS JELLY MILK TEA!!
(quoted from Mrs.Wong) the grass jelly is so... JELLY! :DDDDDD
shall drink that next time too^^
home-d at 830pm..
Today:
woke at 10am,
went for buffet lunch at vienna restaurant with family^^
to celebrate my birthday in advance :D
YUMYUM!!
ate until bloated lahh. super nice :DD
oya,
bought another 3books by Cecelia Ahern~
love her books :)
i shall go mugg now!
i'll be fine... i just need an extra effort to put on a smile and be carefree(:
Hug me and tell me everything's gonna be okay...
Hug me and tell me everything's gonna be okay...
Thursday, July 29, 2010
--Christian D Larson❤
Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet. To makeall your friends feel that there is something in them. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only of the best, to work only for the best and expect only the best. To be enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile. Togive so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time tocriticise others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear and too happy to permit the presence of trouble. ~Christian D Larson
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
SICK..
Okays.
sick, again.
cough flu headache.
my throat hurts.
i dont even want to open my mouth to talk :(
flu, since... a mth ago?
during june holis :l
headache cause nose blocked.
and random headache also. LOL.
went to see doc,
as i was walking,
i felt like floating sia.
like gravity is not strong enough to hold me to the ground.
i seriously dont feel like i am stepping/walking on earth :l
aniwaes,
i frequent the private clinic so many times the receptionist also know me liao-.-
there's gonna be a physics test today.
i studied ytd MID-night sia. WTH.
then today absent. OMG.
waste my time to sleep. LOL.
shall continue my sleep bahh..
sick, again.
cough flu headache.
my throat hurts.
i dont even want to open my mouth to talk :(
flu, since... a mth ago?
during june holis :l
headache cause nose blocked.
and random headache also. LOL.
went to see doc,
as i was walking,
i felt like floating sia.
like gravity is not strong enough to hold me to the ground.
i seriously dont feel like i am stepping/walking on earth :l
aniwaes,
i frequent the private clinic so many times the receptionist also know me liao-.-
there's gonna be a physics test today.
i studied ytd MID-night sia. WTH.
then today absent. OMG.
waste my time to sleep. LOL.
shall continue my sleep bahh..
Saturday, June 26, 2010
ONE DOWN.
woots!
finished cse.
wrote v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v little as compared to others.
i seriously didnt know what to write.
i dont even know why i chose 'China's Flexible Policy on the Yuan' to review-.-
maybe cause if review good got extra points.
but i think is cause i manage to fins more recent articles on it-.-
aniwaes,
DONE WITH CSE!!!!
YAY!!
not really. still got trigger notes :(
OKAYS, slacking again.
tonight attempt physics.
tomo need to go for GZ.
just to help move the GZ only sia.
waste time=.=
finished cse.
wrote v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v little as compared to others.
i seriously didnt know what to write.
i dont even know why i chose 'China's Flexible Policy on the Yuan' to review-.-
maybe cause if review good got extra points.
but i think is cause i manage to fins more recent articles on it-.-
aniwaes,
DONE WITH CSE!!!!
YAY!!
not really. still got trigger notes :(
OKAYS, slacking again.
tonight attempt physics.
tomo need to go for GZ.
just to help move the GZ only sia.
waste time=.=
URGH!
awoken by 12plus1,
cause of some annoying kids playing and making loud noises plus screaming.
OMG.
they damn noisy lahh.
ANNOYING.
(i know, i was an annoying kid too=.=)
aniwaes,
supposed to go school today to self-study.
but... woke up late-.-
gonna try and do cse thou.
since monday got cse liao.
cause i just saw our new timetable.
its sucks.
aiya,
everything sucks lahh-.-
odd week we end school at 6pm on monday somemore.
longest.
no wonder it's called monday blues-.-
i'm gonna try and do physics too.
lessons on monday.
tomo then do econs since lessons on tues?
hahas. i'm a lazy pig :D
oya,
we changed math teacher && econs teacher le~
mrs.sim says we will like our econs teacher.
i wonder about math thou...
okays,
gonna attempt cse now.
if i even manage to read finish all the articles i found and actually understand it.
if i dont,
i think i will die on monday.
since i never upload trigger notes somemore.
:(
cause of some annoying kids playing and making loud noises plus screaming.
OMG.
they damn noisy lahh.
ANNOYING.
(i know, i was an annoying kid too=.=)
aniwaes,
supposed to go school today to self-study.
but... woke up late-.-
gonna try and do cse thou.
since monday got cse liao.
cause i just saw our new timetable.
its sucks.
aiya,
everything sucks lahh-.-
odd week we end school at 6pm on monday somemore.
longest.
no wonder it's called monday blues-.-
i'm gonna try and do physics too.
lessons on monday.
tomo then do econs since lessons on tues?
hahas. i'm a lazy pig :D
oya,
we changed math teacher && econs teacher le~
mrs.sim says we will like our econs teacher.
i wonder about math thou...
okays,
gonna attempt cse now.
if i even manage to read finish all the articles i found and actually understand it.
if i dont,
i think i will die on monday.
since i never upload trigger notes somemore.
:(
Friday, June 25, 2010
TOY STORY 3
OMG!!!
today rain like hell lahh.
(it's just cause i going out of my warm comfy home/bed)
i walking to school that time like in war like that-.-
my umbrella like going to fly away anytime soon,
plus i bring laptop. OMG.
got umbrella like no umbrella. still soaked lahh.
then my shoe wet-.-
got squeakysqueaky sound de. LOL.
some parts of school was flooded thou :DD
aniwaes,
GZ ended 1hour early today~~
ended at 11pm.
did the same things, but need to play the song with more emotion :)
after that studied at library,
did math. tutorial 10.
was somewhat expecting it to be tough,
but easy lahh-.-
library closed at 12 thou :(
studied outside m2-3 with ziyun,
finish the math then slack.
LOL.
we chatting then i still duno how to do econs.
the essay still okay, copy from lecture.
CS is gone case.
home-d at 240?
&&,
as for my heading, no, i did not watch toy story 3 today.
watched it last sat thou. not bad bahh?
found out that the teachers (all?) and some kids were going to watch Toy Story 3 lahh!
2 buses full of humans lehh!
OMG. so CUTE!
thenthen,
the teachers booked 1 cinema just for this. COOL lahh.
it's their CIP thou :D
i dont mind doing CIP by taking care of kids and movie-ing :D
okay, maybe not the kids part. :l
hmmm, gonna slack le~
althou, still got tons of hmk left...
hmmm.
can finish econs and physics,
(but physcis seems to be tough.)
thenthen math and cse like gone-.-
GP will do bahh :D
today rain like hell lahh.
(it's just cause i going out of my warm comfy home/bed)
i walking to school that time like in war like that-.-
my umbrella like going to fly away anytime soon,
plus i bring laptop. OMG.
got umbrella like no umbrella. still soaked lahh.
then my shoe wet-.-
got squeakysqueaky sound de. LOL.
some parts of school was flooded thou :DD
aniwaes,
GZ ended 1hour early today~~
ended at 11pm.
did the same things, but need to play the song with more emotion :)
after that studied at library,
did math. tutorial 10.
was somewhat expecting it to be tough,
but easy lahh-.-
library closed at 12 thou :(
studied outside m2-3 with ziyun,
finish the math then slack.
LOL.
we chatting then i still duno how to do econs.
the essay still okay, copy from lecture.
CS is gone case.
home-d at 240?
&&,
as for my heading, no, i did not watch toy story 3 today.
watched it last sat thou. not bad bahh?
found out that the teachers (all?) and some kids were going to watch Toy Story 3 lahh!
2 buses full of humans lehh!
OMG. so CUTE!
thenthen,
the teachers booked 1 cinema just for this. COOL lahh.
it's their CIP thou :D
i dont mind doing CIP by taking care of kids and movie-ing :D
okay, maybe not the kids part. :l
hmmm, gonna slack le~
althou, still got tons of hmk left...
- ECONS
- PHYSICS THERMAL ENERGY
- MATHS TOPICAL
- CSE NOTES AND REFLECTION
- GP
hmmm.
can finish econs and physics,
(but physcis seems to be tough.)
thenthen math and cse like gone-.-
GP will do bahh :D
Thursday, June 24, 2010
HOMEWORK :(
studied in school today and ytd..
ytd studied with ziyun, yingying came later.
then after that went to study at macs with ying at 430, library close.
completed econs corrections and 2/5 of physics ONLY lahh.
OMG.
wasted tons of time.
went home around 8pm,
chat on phone again,
slack then sleep liao.
=.=
today had GZ in the morning.
i still hesitating to quit or not lehh. :l
dance like fun lahh. but GZ also okokay.
at least i have passion for it :l
hmmmmm.
but the 自由发挥 for the dance auditions really turn me off-.-
i cannot do that de lorhh.
sian.
duno lahh!
after GZ studied in library alone.
manage to complete the physics worksheet.
i believe i took quite long thou.
3.5hours for 3.5chapters. hahas!
but did only 18 qns, with some blanks=.=
aniwaes,
found out something shocking ytd.
i didnt know there was econs cs and essay hmk lahh.
then supposed to do today..
but came home earlier to rest a bit,
cause i read the econs thing and i attempted to FIGURE OUT the question and ans for around 1/2hour and obtained nothing-.-
butbut i took the long bus ride home and manage to finish reading up/revising for the production and cost chap thou :DD
lucky at least my plan for the econs chap and physics ws worked :)
hmmmmm,
gonna study tomo bahh, in school again.
maybe bring laptop.
cause physics and math lessons in the laptop :l
have GuZheng tomo also-.-
ytd studied with ziyun, yingying came later.
then after that went to study at macs with ying at 430, library close.
completed econs corrections and 2/5 of physics ONLY lahh.
OMG.
wasted tons of time.
went home around 8pm,
chat on phone again,
slack then sleep liao.
=.=
today had GZ in the morning.
i still hesitating to quit or not lehh. :l
dance like fun lahh. but GZ also okokay.
at least i have passion for it :l
hmmmmm.
but the 自由发挥 for the dance auditions really turn me off-.-
i cannot do that de lorhh.
sian.
duno lahh!
after GZ studied in library alone.
manage to complete the physics worksheet.
i believe i took quite long thou.
3.5hours for 3.5chapters. hahas!
but did only 18 qns, with some blanks=.=
aniwaes,
found out something shocking ytd.
i didnt know there was econs cs and essay hmk lahh.
then supposed to do today..
but came home earlier to rest a bit,
cause i read the econs thing and i attempted to FIGURE OUT the question and ans for around 1/2hour and obtained nothing-.-
butbut i took the long bus ride home and manage to finish reading up/revising for the production and cost chap thou :DD
lucky at least my plan for the econs chap and physics ws worked :)
hmmmmm,
gonna study tomo bahh, in school again.
maybe bring laptop.
cause physics and math lessons in the laptop :l
have GuZheng tomo also-.-
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
BAD BAY~
hmmm. woke up late today, 3pm.
LOL.
plan to study FAILED.
DIE.
tomo going school, study plan cant fail liao :)
hmm, got a call from my cca teacher.
hesitating to let me go taiwan or not,
since i have LBP and missed quite a few lessons.
i cant be bothered thou.
like, if i'm not allowed to go taiwan,
i will stop going for GZ, or maybe just go for fun,
not gonna be serious.
i'd rather join dance, even if i dont get to go taiwan.
I LOVE DANCE, much more than Guzheng.
i made a bad choice in the beginning of the year,
i'm regretting it,
but i hope to make amendments now.
either by just giving it my all for GZ,
or just quit GZ and hop to dance if they accept me.
which should i choose?
LOL.
plan to study FAILED.
DIE.
tomo going school, study plan cant fail liao :)
hmm, got a call from my cca teacher.
hesitating to let me go taiwan or not,
since i have LBP and missed quite a few lessons.
i cant be bothered thou.
like, if i'm not allowed to go taiwan,
i will stop going for GZ, or maybe just go for fun,
not gonna be serious.
i'd rather join dance, even if i dont get to go taiwan.
I LOVE DANCE, much more than Guzheng.
i made a bad choice in the beginning of the year,
i'm regretting it,
but i hope to make amendments now.
either by just giving it my all for GZ,
or just quit GZ and hop to dance if they accept me.
which should i choose?
OWL.
long time since i last posted..
lazy. :X
&&, THANKS BELLE! for helping me change blogskin :D
aniwaes,
WASTED the june holis.
was intending to study most of the time, but ended up playing-.-
hmmmm.
really hope i can rush things out by this friday.
like, finish my holis hmk (physics ws and econs correction) by tomo, latest wed.
then finish my online work by wed or maybe thurs if the above dragg.
then i'll start my revision and study ahead a little :l
i'm gonna start mugg again.
and this time, i wont stop till my promos are over :)
as for the heading,
i've been sleeping at 630am these few days,
waking up at 430pm cause my mum called me up.
so,
i'm back to my nov/dec holis diet and sleeping habits:
sleep 'EARLY' wake up late.
then everyday eat dinner can liao.
amazingly, i really dont feel hungry AT ALL when i wake up. LOL.
one meal a day :)
(bad habit, i know~)
hai,
need to change back to normal human de timing le.
need to get out of my miniature happy world, get back to harsh cold reality.
JIAYOU BAHH, H-HUISHAN!
lazy. :X
&&, THANKS BELLE! for helping me change blogskin :D
aniwaes,
WASTED the june holis.
was intending to study most of the time, but ended up playing-.-
hmmmm.
really hope i can rush things out by this friday.
like, finish my holis hmk (physics ws and econs correction) by tomo, latest wed.
then finish my online work by wed or maybe thurs if the above dragg.
then i'll start my revision and study ahead a little :l
i'm gonna start mugg again.
and this time, i wont stop till my promos are over :)
as for the heading,
i've been sleeping at 630am these few days,
waking up at 430pm cause my mum called me up.
so,
i'm back to my nov/dec holis diet and sleeping habits:
sleep 'EARLY' wake up late.
then everyday eat dinner can liao.
amazingly, i really dont feel hungry AT ALL when i wake up. LOL.
one meal a day :)
(bad habit, i know~)
hai,
need to change back to normal human de timing le.
need to get out of my miniature happy world, get back to harsh cold reality.
JIAYOU BAHH, H-HUISHAN!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
LAST POST OF MAY
Okays. been away longlong.
lazy blog~
so mafun :l
butbut,
since im bored, shall do blogging today :D
FLUNKED my MYE, :((
GP-i didnt feel like taking exam, completed the paper, no feeling-.-
Chinese-same as GP=.=
Physics-competed paper, LUCKY no upthrust :D okokay?
Math-missed out 9marks :l
Economics-didnt finish paper2 partb :((
CSE-gone. :(((
hope to get at least 50/90 thou... :l
shall work harder..
but, been slacking thou :D
like keep going out:
study dates become movie plus chatting plus phototaking plus eating dates.
then at home watch anime :DD
iim still tired thou :l
I NEED TO HIBERNATE!!
need to sleep a LOT. :(
tomo got chinese oral. promo de.
DIE. my chinese sucks ttm now.
hesitating not to go, take mc.
but my chinese teacher SO NICE!
she still sms me remind me got oral tomo at 830.
dont go like so bad T.T
OYA!
today damn funny.
went to changi to do pw with michelle jasmine ryan.
AS USUAL~ =.=
thenthen me and jasmine went to eat at popeyes, michelle had tuition.
obviously i keep telling her to eat more since we share :D
hahas!
then going home.
on the way to the 'busstop' at changi,
jasmine and i chatchat lahh:
she was like '死baby' (referring to my laptop, since it hit her :D)
then!
one uncle pushing a pram with a baby inside turn and STARE in awe at jasmine.
i laugh like siao lahh!!!
OMG. hilarious.
then she also 走路不看路，bang until some uncle.
HAHAS!!!
she blurblur de lorhh! so funny xD
aniwaes, going to sleep soon.....
soon...
lazy blog~
so mafun :l
butbut,
since im bored, shall do blogging today :D
FLUNKED my MYE, :((
GP-i didnt feel like taking exam, completed the paper, no feeling-.-
Chinese-same as GP=.=
Physics-competed paper, LUCKY no upthrust :D okokay?
Math-missed out 9marks :l
Economics-didnt finish paper2 partb :((
CSE-gone. :(((
hope to get at least 50/90 thou... :l
shall work harder..
but, been slacking thou :D
like keep going out:
study dates become movie plus chatting plus phototaking plus eating dates.
then at home watch anime :DD
iim still tired thou :l
I NEED TO HIBERNATE!!
need to sleep a LOT. :(
tomo got chinese oral. promo de.
DIE. my chinese sucks ttm now.
hesitating not to go, take mc.
but my chinese teacher SO NICE!
she still sms me remind me got oral tomo at 830.
dont go like so bad T.T
OYA!
today damn funny.
went to changi to do pw with michelle jasmine ryan.
AS USUAL~ =.=
thenthen me and jasmine went to eat at popeyes, michelle had tuition.
obviously i keep telling her to eat more since we share :D
hahas!
then going home.
on the way to the 'busstop' at changi,
jasmine and i chatchat lahh:
she was like '死baby' (referring to my laptop, since it hit her :D)
then!
one uncle pushing a pram with a baby inside turn and STARE in awe at jasmine.
i laugh like siao lahh!!!
OMG. hilarious.
then she also 走路不看路，bang until some uncle.
HAHAS!!!
she blurblur de lorhh! so funny xD
aniwaes, going to sleep soon.....
soon...
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Give My Love...
Give My Love
When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you’re so scared
And I don’t know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won’t change my love
And I can’t do nothing to keep you
Oh, I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…
As the hours pass away
You think that love ain’t here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don’t give doubt a moment’s rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks
Now I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
Now I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
Now I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you’re so scared
And I don’t know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won’t change my love
And I can’t do nothing to keep you
Oh, I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…
As the hours pass away
You think that love ain’t here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don’t give doubt a moment’s rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks
Now I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
Now I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
Now I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Our Love Will Always Last...
Our Love Will Always Last
As we walk this land
Side by side, hand in hand
I know that some clouds may pass
But if we hold on tight
And love with all our might
Then the thorns in our life will never last
And the roads may sometimes be unpaved
You may think that our love cannot be saved
Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last…
See the sunrise in the sky
Kiss the sunset as we lie
At night, I’ll never leave your side
But I know someday
I’ll be gone, and you’ll be gray
Oh, darling, wish that I could heal your pain…
Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last…
And if we hold on tight, stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last
Monday, April 19, 2010
EWWWWWWW!
didnt attend school today :l
[ this is becoming a usual sight! :( ]
aniwaes,
went to hougang polyclinic at 8am to change dressing.
around 840 then my turn..
took of my humongous bandage,
it was bloody lah.
like super bloody that kind.
the bandage sooo thick also can seep all the way through :( (EWWW!)
then i finally see my toe.
OMG!!! HORENDOUS.
its like 1/3 of my toe nail gone! all the way through sia.
OMG. the nurse at CGH told me my nail will become smaller.
does she mean my toe nail will never grow back that part or will grow back but smaller?
F. if she meant never grow back so smaller.
disgusting lahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG.
i see le want to puke.
the nurse at hougang polyclinic then help to me clean my toe and change dressing,
smaller now cause not so much blood le.
iim still fretting over my toe de toe nail.
am sooo gonna sue CGH (if possible) if my toe nail fails to grow back.
i specifically told the doc i WANT it to grow back so dont make it permanent.
shall see how :l
aniwaes,
totally no appetite after i saw my toe :(
superduper sad :(((
hopes it grows back soon and dont get in-growth le :(((
&&, wed's appointment is at 815am.
soooo, will be in school around 9plus am.
late. LOL.
butbut i got TWENTY days MC(><)
[ this is becoming a usual sight! :( ]
aniwaes,
went to hougang polyclinic at 8am to change dressing.
around 840 then my turn..
took of my humongous bandage,
it was bloody lah.
like super bloody that kind.
the bandage sooo thick also can seep all the way through :( (EWWW!)
then i finally see my toe.
OMG!!! HORENDOUS.
its like 1/3 of my toe nail gone! all the way through sia.
OMG. the nurse at CGH told me my nail will become smaller.
does she mean my toe nail will never grow back that part or will grow back but smaller?
F. if she meant never grow back so smaller.
disgusting lahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG.
i see le want to puke.
the nurse at hougang polyclinic then help to me clean my toe and change dressing,
smaller now cause not so much blood le.
iim still fretting over my toe de toe nail.
am sooo gonna sue CGH (if possible) if my toe nail fails to grow back.
i specifically told the doc i WANT it to grow back so dont make it permanent.
shall see how :l
aniwaes,
totally no appetite after i saw my toe :(
superduper sad :(((
hopes it grows back soon and dont get in-growth le :(((
&&, wed's appointment is at 815am.
soooo, will be in school around 9plus am.
late. LOL.
butbut i got TWENTY days MC(><)
Friday, April 16, 2010
OPERATION DONE AND GONE.
finished operation..
hmmmm.
i want to say a few things :
·CGH servicing not very good? like the nurses v.good.. but not the waiting time.appointment
was at 10am, i waited till 1pm then operation :l
·operation was scary-when putting the LA, DAMN PAIN :( but after that numb le.
·i could hear the sound of the operation :X plus feel it? :l
·my toe is humongous now. LOL.
·MC FOR 3WEEKS-20DAYS
·CANNOT walk for next few days, best not walk at all till next appointment-26'04'10 :l
·MAY/MOST LIKELY (will) have a BLOODY TOE :(
·2types of PAINKILLERS (T.T) 1antibiotics 1gastric medi.
·am currently afraid it will hurt like hell although i ate the painkillers already(><)
am gonna be missing school regualury till next appointment since needa go polyclinic change dressing :((
hmmmm.
i want to say a few things :
·CGH servicing not very good? like the nurses v.good.. but not the waiting time.appointment
was at 10am, i waited till 1pm then operation :l
·operation was scary-when putting the LA, DAMN PAIN :( but after that numb le.
·i could hear the sound of the operation :X plus feel it? :l
·my toe is humongous now. LOL.
·MC FOR 3WEEKS-20DAYS
·CANNOT walk for next few days, best not walk at all till next appointment-26'04'10 :l
·MAY/MOST LIKELY (will) have a BLOODY TOE :(
·2types of PAINKILLERS (T.T) 1antibiotics 1gastric medi.
·am currently afraid it will hurt like hell although i ate the painkillers already(><)
am gonna be missing school regualury till next appointment since needa go polyclinic change dressing :((
OPERATIONAL FRIDAY
OMG.
OPERATION TODAY!!! :(
iim kind worried,
cause i dont want my toe to lose its toe nail :'(
butbut, its for the best :)
aniwaes,'school for the past few days (obviously).
elaboration on today.
summarise thou.
GP-Test, compre. DIE. :(
PE-Slacked :)
Break-PW consultation.
Break for CSE-Study CSE.
Econs lecture-samesame(:
Math tutorial-am loving mathematical induction. as expected, FLUNKED my summation test :l (i dont like the teacher & method of teaching!)
FLUNK my math test too-45min test, i DAYDREAM. last 15mins i still left 1b, 2b, 3a and 3b. which means i only did 1a and 2a. LOL. i totally daydream all the way. got 10/20. OMG (><)
Econs tutorial-fine? but i prefer mrs.tan.. hopes she get well soon thou^^ (&& her baby)
CSE-essay test, died. didnt manage to write my conclusion=die. :((
butbut, i hope AT LEAST my points are correct even thou not fully elaborated...
studied in school till 9pm?
then the dumb and hilarious part-dinner with keefe.
LOL.
i CHOKED on COKE 17TIMES, (idoit!)
then laugh until stomach pain, about to die.
keep laughing. LOL.
he act cute can!!! its hilarious larhhs!!! OMG(><)
especially no. ONE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!(><)
(when i going home on bus, was like giggling to myself-some humans seem to think iim crazy ><)
aniwaes,
lazy to elaborate.
just spent an hour laughing like crazy and unable to eat or drink properly (><)
HOPES tomo operation can be feeling-less;
plus,
NO PAIN after the operation :)
(impossible thou. 2 experienced humans say can feel tinglish, can feel something. && doc say need painkillers :l )
OPERATION TODAY!!! :(
iim kind worried,
cause i dont want my toe to lose its toe nail :'(
butbut, its for the best :)
aniwaes,'school for the past few days (obviously).
elaboration on today.
summarise thou.
GP-Test, compre. DIE. :(
PE-Slacked :)
Break-PW consultation.
Break for CSE-Study CSE.
Econs lecture-samesame(:
Math tutorial-am loving mathematical induction. as expected, FLUNKED my summation test :l (i dont like the teacher & method of teaching!)
FLUNK my math test too-45min test, i DAYDREAM. last 15mins i still left 1b, 2b, 3a and 3b. which means i only did 1a and 2a. LOL. i totally daydream all the way. got 10/20. OMG (><)
Econs tutorial-fine? but i prefer mrs.tan.. hopes she get well soon thou^^ (&& her baby)
CSE-essay test, died. didnt manage to write my conclusion=die. :((
butbut, i hope AT LEAST my points are correct even thou not fully elaborated...
studied in school till 9pm?
then the dumb and hilarious part-dinner with keefe.
LOL.
i CHOKED on COKE 17TIMES, (idoit!)
then laugh until stomach pain, about to die.
keep laughing. LOL.
he act cute can!!! its hilarious larhhs!!! OMG(><)
especially no. ONE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!(><)
(when i going home on bus, was like giggling to myself-some humans seem to think iim crazy ><)
aniwaes,
lazy to elaborate.
just spent an hour laughing like crazy and unable to eat or drink properly (><)
HOPES tomo operation can be feeling-less;
plus,
NO PAIN after the operation :)
(impossible thou. 2 experienced humans say can feel tinglish, can feel something. && doc say need painkillers :l )
Monday, April 5, 2010
MCs.
Okays.
missed school AGAIN.
this is like what?
the 5th time iim missing school due to sickness.
okays.
i missed school 4times due to illness.
today was an exception.
went to get operation LETTER and appointment.
apparently,
i will be missing school on thurs as well.
hymp :l
iim like MISSING ALL THE PW LESSONS!!!
one of the MOST IMPT lessons-since Alevels is this year.
GOD.
dont know how am i going to survive.
&&, i hope mr.foo dont write in the name list that i didnt hand in file today :l
i was ABSENT.
been missing tons of lessons:
didnt have chinese for 2weeks(plus this-i will only have a 1hour chinese lesson).
physics as well :(((
siians~~
i dont like to miss out on my fav.subjects (makes up half of everything-.-) :
Physics; Maths; Econs; PW. :(((
i seriously wonder if i can get back to the regular lifestyle again-rushrushrush.
iim like damnDAMN slack now larhhs.
not feeling the pressures of JC yet.
die. tomo then i will feel pressure le.
missed out two tests too :(
lets see...
tomo have..
GP -ok bahhs? v. long nv see her le. LOL
Maths lecture - :D
Econs tutorial - :DDD
Physics - :DDD (like finally? had 2hours of physics last week ONLY.)
Cse - hmmmmm. neutral.
CT period - errr. what are we doing???
Chinese - (my one and only chinese lesson in two weeks><)
5-6pm -Cse test?
7-730pm -PW consultation.
[when am i having my math test???]
missed school AGAIN.
this is like what?
the 5th time iim missing school due to sickness.
okays.
i missed school 4times due to illness.
today was an exception.
went to get operation LETTER and appointment.
apparently,
i will be missing school on thurs as well.
hymp :l
iim like MISSING ALL THE PW LESSONS!!!
one of the MOST IMPT lessons-since Alevels is this year.
GOD.
dont know how am i going to survive.
&&, i hope mr.foo dont write in the name list that i didnt hand in file today :l
i was ABSENT.
been missing tons of lessons:
didnt have chinese for 2weeks(plus this-i will only have a 1hour chinese lesson).
physics as well :(((
siians~~
i dont like to miss out on my fav.subjects (makes up half of everything-.-) :
Physics; Maths; Econs; PW. :(((
i seriously wonder if i can get back to the regular lifestyle again-rushrushrush.
iim like damnDAMN slack now larhhs.
not feeling the pressures of JC yet.
die. tomo then i will feel pressure le.
missed out two tests too :(
lets see...
tomo have..
GP -ok bahhs? v. long nv see her le. LOL
Maths lecture - :D
Econs tutorial - :DDD
Physics - :DDD (like finally? had 2hours of physics last week ONLY.)
Cse - hmmmmm. neutral.
CT period - errr. what are we doing???
Chinese - (my one and only chinese lesson in two weeks><)
5-6pm -Cse test?
7-730pm -PW consultation.
[when am i having my math test???]
Saturday, April 3, 2010
3APRIL~
firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUNLENG~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEORGE~
hahas. okays.
iim lazy to elaborate-summarised version.
went out today.
orchard.
caught "Remember Me" at Shaw,
i damndamn pity the little girl!! :(
aniwaes, the beginning of the show just made me feel like i wasted $9.50.
overall not soooo bad, still pass :D
thenns we(mel, belle, me) crapped tons :)
home-d around 9plus10~
lets meet up again sometime soon okays? :D
さよなら
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUNLENG~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEORGE~
hahas. okays.
iim lazy to elaborate-summarised version.
went out today.
orchard.
caught "Remember Me" at Shaw,
i damndamn pity the little girl!! :(
aniwaes, the beginning of the show just made me feel like i wasted $9.50.
overall not soooo bad, still pass :D
thenns we(mel, belle, me) crapped tons :)
home-d around 9plus10~
lets meet up again sometime soon okays? :D
さよなら
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